Melayu...melayu

ok...now i want to write in malay....xpuas hati nih....

semlm aku g umh ank2 yatim(ece...trase sgt baik..:P)...ala..ikut abg is...dh alang2 nk blk umh tu kan...sbb abg is nk derma sket...wah...baiknyer...kaklong kate dr bujang mmg die slalu g umh ank yatim....bgsnya...i wish i could do the same thing nnt....1st pegi xdela pilu sgt...sbb nengok bdk2 die biase je...lgpun umh drg bkn cam yg ank2 yatim yg ramei gile tu...org tu sewa rumah...tp thank god drg dh dpt umah wakaf sbb org kt situ byk komplen..bley?...eii truk sgt tao perangai..nk2 time bln pose nih...aku rs nk jmp je org tu pastu lecture die...hehe...ok2...now let me stori mori to u all...nk dikatekan la...org ni dipanggil sbg umu...die jg anak2 yatim..bkn tu je..anak2 yg parents divorce pun die jage gk...ade srg tu siblings die sume ade penyakit..dr luaran mmg npk sihat...tp umu tu cite...ade 3siblings ni...srg kne jantung berlubang...srg kene sakit kuning...srg lagi skt buah pinggang...mase i dgr tu..ya allah thank god i xde penyakit sewaktu kecik...bersyukurnye aku...then umu tu cite lagik...neighbours kt ctu slalu komplen...bdk2 bising la...main2 bisingla..apela...wuteverla....AND fyi...yg komplen tu adalah MELAYU okay....ok...mayb kalo that kids still have their parents tu i can esep la kan kalo drg komplen sbb parents drg xsound...but ni is ANAK2 YATIm...ok..i can;t imagine la wut attitude they have....tp kan...as we all noe...bdk2 biasela kan..bising..mase kecik la nk bising...kalo dh besa bising kang org kate gile pulak...ha xgitooo....pastu pegi kt another house ni pulak penjaga yang samala kan...tp kt another house ni ade bdk tu name die fatimah..umo 3thn..die bute,,xleh jln..xleh ckp..sumela..xleh wat papela sng cite...mkn bolela tp...tp mkn bende yg lembut je..and ade 2siblings kt situ pulak parents still ade...but ayh koma..mak larikan dri..bley?xkisahla tu kan...hehe...tp nk dijadikan cite...abg die ni bile main2 ske msk umh org...pastu ade 1kali tu die msk umh org tu..org tu bwk kua parang...bley x?xbley blah langsungla...mcm xde otak..apekah tunjuk parang...nape xtunjuk pistol trus..leh tembak je...ceh...pastu ade skali ni petronas nk buat majlis berbuka pose kt situ..then drg psgla canopi kan...jiran melayu kt sbela asik komplen...make sure canopi ni jgn halang laluan sy okay...bole x...pastu asik komplen bising...eii...kalo ko xnk bising g duk hutan sane plss...nk dikatekan cine sebela situ pun xkomplen ape2...ni melayu komplen..npk sgt okay...tu je cite aku....ngeh2...papepun betul la...sbb tu digalakkan bersedekah pd bln pose ni expecially kt ank2 yatim ke org fakir miskin...spy ape...spy kite insaf dan ingt untk bersyukur...amin...

Ngeeee!

My life is full of colors! ok...i'm freak of jo han sun ( like my fwens alwaz do)...hahah...funneh...right now he's on my desktop...oh..i loike....wish dat i can find sumone like him...~~~~in my dream~~~...lalalala....not just him,...i oso like kang dong won (but not so much as jo han sun cz i think his face is like a gurl..hehe..but he's cute anyway)....n i'm oso like louis koo and jerry yan...omg...they are so gojes n i like their dimple so much...admiring it...omg..omg...i want to smile..i want to scream like hell~~~i mish dat wolf attraction muvi...dats the 1st time i saw him...i like his hair..i like his eyes..i like everithing bout him..hehe..even if his attitude is like in the muvi...i dun mind at all...too bad i like the sepet man...hahah...at least their sepet is cute...cutie mutie pie...and too bad i tot jo han sun is not a sepet man..haha...too good too be true...ceh..apsal aku ckp ceni..xde kene mengena okay..hahha..but a past few days..when i tatap n renung his face...cewah...the truth is he is sepet...hahah...nk buek cano...ngeh2...die je yg wat i hefy nowadays...

Why L adies prefer to be single ?

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?


"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."

Flirting!

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Artist : Muse

i’m not a perfect person
there’s many things i wish i didn’t do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to knowi’ve found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i’m sorry that i hurt you
it’s something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish that i could take it all the way
and be the one who catches all your tears
that’s why i need you to hear

i’ve found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

i’m not a perfect person
i never meant to do those thing to you
and so i have to say before i go
that’s i just want you to know

i’ve found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i’ve found the reason to show
a side of me you didn’t know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you

Artist : Hoobastank

Tribute to lelaki2 yang dh putus cinta & tgh find the new one….

Flirting…it’s just a word…but it depends on u whether u want to do it or not…but for sure the one u flirt with will gonna be sad coz u give hope to them…it’s all about hope and feeling…dun b selfish…think bout others feeling….i’m sure u will live happily ever after…

There was a guy asking me bout “have u ever2 flirting?coz I’m never and I want to try”…my answer is…..hmmm..wut do u think…for me myself…I’ve never flirting coz I dun want to hurt others…I noe it’s really hurt…coz I’ve gone tru it…flirting is the worst attitude that will make others hate u cz u giv hope..hope dat will not go anywhere!…gurls feeling is really sensitive…most of them..flirting is u treat others like special one but it’s just u want to play around with them…play with their feeling…which is not good…other word means sucks….yeah I noe dat it’s not wrong to flirt when u r single but it’s wrong to hurt sumone feeling okay!rupe2nyer aku br tao the meaning of flirt..too bad nyerr…dan slame ni actually dh ramai yg flirt dgn ako…omg…I’m really sad to noe bout dis..i’m really sad dat when I’m being serious…but then they just want to flirt only…too bad kan…

In my past life, there was a guy like me….n we meet at the tutorial class…then he msg me…and lucky for him cz dat time I was single n ofcz available…then he get my ym nick…I’m too excited mayb…then we alwaz chat tru ym…I’m alwaz b there when he need me..i’m alwaz help him wit his assignment…accompany him tru ym…n I never sleep until he finish his assignment…too bad I’m too stupid for that…not matured enough…month by month…he even call me that special name…sucks man…one day I saw him wit another gurl…he’s already couple with her…when he saw me..he’s really scared to see my face…LIKE I CARE~~~…..i’m really sad dat time…luckily I’ve my fwens beside me so I dun really feel sad…it’s hurt…it’s really hurt u noe…I might be smiling but who noes wuts in my heart…

Now it happen again…but thank God it’s not really sucks than wut I’ve already been tru…n sum more he’s already said sorry for his flirting…but the truth is it’s has already hurt my heart even though it’s just a little bit but it still hurt…I admit dat…cz if it’s didn’t hurt y im crying when I’m think bout it?yeah…bcz gurls is really sensitive human being..plz understand us…

Dear guys out there…if u want to flirt…choose gurl dat also want to flirt with u…flirt doesn’t mean anything in life…it’s just waste of time n for sure it’s hurt sumone feeling n dun giv hope if u just want to play around…think bout it…

Dilukai lagi

dilukai lagi.....hmm..mayb i need to pasang my angan2 balik
mungkin itu yg terbaik bole aku lakukan setakat ini...'
i'm sad...sad...sad...sad....i tot i can close my dream n back to
the real one but then it might not be happen..i really
need sumone now but its ok la...i keep it to myself..
i need a shoulder to cry on...i wish i had..but i'm a
secretive person..i dun want anyone to noe dat i'm sad
i dun want any sympathy...but y...y...y dis is happen to
me again and again...i can't stand it anymore..plzz
i'm just a gurl who want to make my life much more better
i beg yewwwww

dear my blog...i've no one to talk to..just u...can u hear my feeling?this moning...i've read my blog
but then when i scroll down and look upon my shoutbox...there's a comment..one is sapik..another one is a wut haram juaini tah...the thing is..y that the person put the name as my name...then there's a haram...:9..i hope God will punish him as he had take my mood away and i'm hurt...that is one thing..another thing is the content is really suck..i dunno wut kind of human he is but he write "jgnla kutuk elia..sian die...die mmg teruk english ni...gigi nampak gusi.bencinyer..menci die.." can't u imagine dear how hurt my feeling is...i want to cry but i wear make up..it would blow my make up away.. so i need to keep in my heart...y...y they like to
condemn my english..i'm not that good but there's a person is even worse than me...but y me...and y want to argue bout my teeth...gigi nampak gusi...it's not wut i want but it's God gift...even i'm ashamed and jeles when look at other people when they laughing...but i ignore it..i just want to be myself...even if gigi nampak gusi ke...janji aku puas...but still y...and it wut makes me gloomy all the time..but..u just wait soon i'll become model after the photoshoot...i'll be a model..i promise to myself...then u can judge me..or i'll judge u...i never forgive that person..and i keep thinking that the person saying that and write that
comment is afzal...

Gathering @ Seoul

i siap awai semlm...i've been sweating all the while when waiting for fatim...hehe...yela...mmg awal gilela aku siap kan...then fatim arrive about 6pm...yo yo ooo kate nk g kol 5 kan...ngeh2....terkejut sat cam ramai gile dlm kete kan..wai..fara..que...bes2...then we all arrive @ seoul then sume pun cam dh sampai...ok..at the 1st time i c seoul...im shock okay...hahaha...lain dr yg lain...it's different from what i've imagine...haha...indah khabar dari rupe...but the food is ok...1st time masak sendri nih...xhengat...then we makan2...about 9.30pm camtu...we all balik....then go to klcc semata2...want to surprise faiz...sadness tul coz he can't join us...but happy to c him..yey...i luv all my fwens.....cam tetibe cam nk nanges...hmm...actually cam no mood to write in this blog...at 1st i've mood but then when i read my shoutbox..there's still a person commented on my english...it's damn fine okay...hey...wut's the problem ha...if u want to condemn me...face to face la kalo brani...then want to talk bout my gigi nampak gusi la kan..perlula nk wat statement gile wutever camtu...apsal ko sempurna sgt ke....it's like aku srg je yg nampak gusi kan...juliana banos...model antm...pun npk gusi gak...apsl ko xnk komplen drg...it's make me remember of afzal bengong..sheila bf yg pnh kutuk aku camtu dlu...tah pape...childish...n i noe and i can feel it....the people who condemn me is all the guy outside there...thx btw...

KPLI Interview!

right after sahur...i can't sleep coz i've to siap2 for the interview...then at 7am..we start our journey..cewah...cam nk g jauh sgt je kan...then about 7.30am i arrive at institu teknik perguruan bdr tun razak...ha siap name penuh ko...pastu i though that interview queue pjg gile...but according to my code pusat...sket je..dlm 6org camtu...2man..4 gurl...ngee...okla...they frenly and happy like me...and one gurl ni die pun ske ketawe cam i..ngee...siap bertepuk tampar lagik dgn die...and one guy ni cam laki sopan2 gitu but not very the lembut tu...die pun agk frenly...cite bagai nk rak u...another man is quite shy but handsome but he's ok..at least die nk borak dgn pompuan2 kt situ...hihi...all the gurls is fun...at 1st we have the group interview...oh the panel is quite okay...hahah...pakcik2...then...the group interview pun ok..at least me not nervous...siap berckp lantang u...oh i like~~~then we 've to get out from that room to wait for the individual interview...luckily i'm the last person ...duh...but after one by one have been interviewing..they share with us their interview...n npk sgt that panels want to kenekan us....luv to be their new frens coz can gelak2 with them...then sampaila giliran me...thank god that panel xtny bout sape pelukis negara??mmg xtaola i kan..at first that panels ask me to introduce myself and my background...then he start to ask why i want to be teacher..aku g jwb 1st minat 2nd nk memperturunkan ilmu yang telah dipelajari...main bantai je jwb..hahah..then he ask about do i have the basic skills for drawing....i answer i've when 1st msk kt mmu..adela blaja lukisan...then he ask cane awk nk ajar bdk2 tukalo gune software yg awk blaja cam adobe photoshop...aku g la jwb...ape yg aku dh blaja..pastu die kate bole ke drg phm sbb awk dlu kt university lain...isk..pakcik2 ittew...geget kang...then die tny psl menteri pendidikan dulu...aku ckp jap nk pk....pastu die ckp aku lucu lak..aneh...tu pun lucu ke...then drg cam asik gelak je sepjg mase tu...hep...menci...then aku g jwb slh...muahahah...mmg xhengatla kan..nervous...cit..anyway..it was fun interview...:)

Me In Fasting Month!

Almost 2 weeks umat Islam menyambut Ramadhan...ngeee...actually no idea what to story but sementara i've mood to write this blog...so i just write it...1st thing i do in the morning is open the facebook...can't wait to see what they writing and how long is it...and as usual...it make me laugh...hilang ngantuk di pagi hari...almost 2 weeks i never online..wow...my inbox 1000...omg...penat memadam..haishh..windu kat all my fwens...hope will see them this sunday...ngehe...siap dh pk nk pakai baju ape...smangat tull...im a morning person now...hahah...but then at night after berbuke...trus tdo..xsuke...terlepas cite2 yg menarik....huwaaaaa..menci tul..today hope i can tahan dari tdo...hishh...susah tul mate sepet ni...ngap...yey...can't wait for raya...hahah...lagu raya pon dh kua..smangat tul...but sumtimes sad jgk coz when thinking bout my late grandpa..i miss him so much u noe...i can alwaz pray for him...:(...this friday...huwaaa....scared...my kpli interview....i've read many times but dunno i remember ke x...hope i get easy question....tikut2....then yesterday...im hepi...got phone call...at least can krgkan kebosananku d c ni...then the coordinator n photographer for the modeling agency msg me at the same time pulak tu....penin pale aku pk...dhla xbyr lg..seb bek drg agk baik...god...nervous to do the photoshoot...but at least i can try to fulfill my dream....yey...thx to cik fatim cz borrow me her money....muax..hope she alwaz be hepi wit her life...pity her....hope she'll find the better man in the future....amin....today....dunno wut to do...try to find job...and another thing is i misssssssssss my niece, irsyad so much...his face....his nakal...n everithing bout him....want to picit his pipi tombam...huwaa...sedey dh lame xjmp die...rinduuuuuuu....hope will see him this week...muax2....