DIFFERENCE BETWEEN "SOMEBODY YOU LOVE" & SOMEBODY YOU LIKE"

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster....

But in front of the person you like, you get happy....

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring....

But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter....

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush....

But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile....

In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind....

But in front of the person you like, you can....

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy....

But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self....

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love....

But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like....

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them....

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting....

The feeling of love starts from the eye....

But the feeling of like starts from the ear....

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears....

But

If you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever...........

My Happy Day!

Saturday, after work, we go to Perak, my aunty house..about 9pm we arrive there…then as usual gossiping…haha…Sunday, go to kampung M.yang coz have kenduri arwah…then at night we all have a barbeque…luv it…everytime we go there we always do the barbeque session…hehe..then Monday we want to go back…then hey I said to my parents, I want to buy new handphone after such a long time im using this old handphone and I want to try new one..so I thought my salary had already received but too bad there’s nothing…duhh…but luckily my mom want to lent me some money to buy new one…heheh..happy…im go to lowyat coz sapik said there’s a lot cheap2 one…so try to look there…with an oily face I had…im smiling all the time coz too many Chinese there…hahah…hey want to hear my story? When I was queue at the ATM…I was talking2 to my mom and there’s a Chinese behind me…im laughing and talking as I like…and the Chinese with blonde hair always looking at me…hahah…after we draw our money…he just looked at me and I just looked down…hahah…then we go around to survey the price…wow…actually in my mind I attracted to one pink handphone, it’s sony ericsson..coz I thought I want to buy nokia and sony ericsson later when I’ve a lot of money…when I was walking with my parents….all the Chinese is looking at me…strange look…maybe because im look like a chinese with my new hair…hahah…I like~~~ then my father ask me to buy the phone over there (we’ve already see it)…coz it have mp3, camera, walkman, card and some more its color is pink!…hahha…so iwas okay…but the price is over my budget…so my father said that he will add some of the money..yey…im happy…so the Chinese write a resit then my father ask me to fill it…then the Chinese said “wah..untung ek bdk2 sekarang…mude2 parents dah belikn handphone..saye dulu tada woo”…so I was okay..aku bdk2..okay…then my parents said…”xdala…die suda kejela”…then I was writing my ic number..then he was like…omg…he’s shocked…..omg..omg…he’s like dun believe it…then I was just smiling around like nothing happen…then he was omg…he’s actually very2 shocked to see my real age….then he said to friends (in chinese)…bersungguh2 betul die ckp aku tgk…lawak..his friend is just smile…then die jerit2 in Chinese so I interprete he said wut2….i dun believe it…her face dun look like her age…duh…hahha…then my mom said y….then he only talking to us….he said “mcm xpecaye ooo….umo die 23..muke die mcm baby face”…im blushing….but I like….hahah…im lucky to have this face…hahah…im smiling all the way and my parents just laughing…(patutla sume cine pdg aku cam pelik..pelik sgt ke nampak mude…hahha)….yey…

Muffin Booth @ Bukit Jalil

On 16 October, i have taken my leave to help my sis prepare with the muffin for our booth that will be opening on 17 October. We sleep at 3 a.m. in the morning and have to wake up at 6 a.m as well. Arghhh....so sleepy that time...i don't have enough sleep...Then we setup the booth and starting our business...too bad on the 1st day less selling...2nd day is also the same..but 3rd day is ok because so many people come expecially the ipt students...tired but i had fun although maybe not have too many profit but i really like the experience...my job is baking the muffin, my sis doing the cupcake and fana doing the marketing....we make a lot of frens expecially fana coz got so many guy ask her phone number....too hot mayb...hahhaah...but too bad for that guy cz she already have a bf...me??i'm a shy person...i just do the backstage so not so many people get to noe me...plus i'm looking too childish mayb...n people might think im a chinese....but overall i also got two guy...heheh...the 3rd day is the best...our muffin is selling hot...and i get to see many handsome man...yeah...philipine guy ofcz is so cute...he smiling at me while im waiting for the muffin to bake..hehe...got one guy from the xpax booth...since i come to his booth to ask for the prepaid on the 2nd day morning....too frenly la that guy...ask too many question of me...on the 2nd day morning, my sis ask me to buy her prepaid..then i go to the booth...then saw a gurl..i ask from that gurl but that gurl seem doesn;t noe anything so she ask from this guy la...at the time he turn his head to me...he looks surprised to see me..jap..nk wat drama....saat2 die memalingkan mukenyer ke arahku...die nampak terkejut dan cepat2 kaver balik...hahaha...so i ask la from this guy ade x prepaid celcom rm50...this guy cam berpk kejap...aku pun xtola die pk ape...tp die berpkla pastu die cam nk ckp ape tah...pastu die kate aaa..xpela...nnt sy htr...pastu tny nk bape...i said rm50...then he ask where my booth...so i said muffins monster...then he ask im a malay or chinese...(jap..perlu ke die nk tny sume tu...argh...)...then i said malay...then he said ok..he will stop by my booth and send me the prepaid...then in the afternoon, he send the prepaid...test our muffin....my sis said he's cute...hak tui....blueks...he's just ok i think..if tgk byk2 kali n then my sis keep telling his cute...then baru i think he's quite cute...hahaha...my sis said his face looks like irsyad...dem...irsyad is more cuter than him...hahah...since from the prepaid thing...he alwaz walking here and there...hahah...but not too obvious...on the same day...fana have to deliver the cupcake to all of the booth...so its include the xpax booth...so fana story that the guy is asking too many question to her...he ask who am i la...he ask if fana and i were a sister la...eeee wutsoeverla...then at noon...he come to our booth and jerit2 fana oo fana...haih..membising je lelaki ini...then he n his frens ask bout my age pulak...arghh..denyuh..then he said fana was my elder sister....lawak siot...xpsl je...sian fana...then he ask how old am i...then i said 23...wutever...i dun like to say that age..look so old...:P...then he and his frens looks very the suprised...eee...tue sgt ke...then die ckp eh td ckp 19....aku ckp eh bile mase pulak ckp 19...then die cam terkejut.....eii perlula nk terkejut...then bile one time tu me n fana go jalan2 selling the muffin...lalu the xpax booth n he was there...then he just smile at me...then on the 3rd day....my sis said he just already pass our booth....haa...then kakyan said he's looking at me mase jalan tu...then i said no la..he look at fana...die suke fana cz i think he like fana...everyone pun like fana wut...hehe...then kakyan said he sepadan dgn me...abes tu kalo die mude dari aku sepadaan la....xnk!...hehe...then mase aku tgh sibuk2 nk bake muffin....tetibe ternpk die kt booth ayamas...wut la...it makes me think mcm saje je....then my sis talking to him...then he just smiling n he see me then we're just smiling to each other...no big deal..then mase magrib....blk dari menemani kaklong ke tandas...there a couple of guy tgh jalan then they all patah blk...then i just turn to see who is it...then he look at me n smile so i just smile back at him then he said hye to me...wut a day....hehe...we had fun although we were so tired....still tired now..looking forward to go for the next event...yeah

Aku tetap aku...

arghhh...tension...from the day i start my work here...im alwaz received call ask to go for an interview...dem...when im at home...xde plak ko sibuk2 nk call...eiii...but too bad...its too far....arghh...i want that job but not now i think....i want to get some experience from my current job only then i can look for another job...i like my life plan...i love it...i don't know how to explain it but i really love it...i hope i got the kpli job...if not i can continue work here about 1year or less like that...i want to do a part time job also which are helping my sister with the muffin and also make my dream to come true...i hope it will happen...all i know is i want to be somebody when i'm 25years old....somebody i mean not to be rich...not a successful girl but just a simple and ordinary life but i've enough money to support my life n my family....and ofcoz i must already have my own house and also car...hehe..can't wait for that..that is my short term goal....my long term goal is i want to open my own company and it's a wedding planner company or anything bout fashion...ohh i like..can't wait for that...i will find another job but not now...maybe soon...i need that for my future company..i need the job experience. hah...too bad maybe i start work late...if not i can change my job now...lalalla

Eyes Exercises

1. Before and after exercise the eyes, rub your hand until it become hotz. Then u stick ur hand to the eyes about 2-5 minutes.
2. Hold ur head straight. Point ur eyes up and after that down. Do it slowly about 5-10 times.
3. Move ur eyes to the left and right about 5-10 times.
4. Move ur eyes up. Hold it. Then, move to the left and up, after that to the right and up. Do it 5-10 times.
5. Move ur eyes down and hold it. Then, move to the left and down after that to the right and down. Do it 5-10 times.
6. Move ur eyes up and down in different angle, start from angle in eyes (marah hidung). Do it 5-10 times.
7. Move the eyes life before but starts from to the left and down, to the right and up
8. Rotate ur eyes to the left clockwise about 5-10 times
9. Then, move ur eyes to the right, anti clockwise about 5-10 times. Its good if u close ur eyes for about 5-10 seconds before change ur moving eyes.

Smokinnnnn....

today before i go to work...i stop by at mamak stall to have my breakfast....the mamak stall name nikmat wutever located at alam jaya...when i'm entered that stall..eiuu...too many guys...its ok if too many but y they want to look at who ever coming to that stall...then eating2....not delicious at all the mee goreng....eiii...then i c all around me is smokingggg....hate that...dahla kedai tu tertutup...dgn bau mamak lg..bau rokok lg...then after finish eating...i quickly out from that stall to get away from smoke...but too bad..my hair is already smelly....n also my clothes...so i go to work with that smoking smelly...eiii...all the way to work..i just bubbling about the people who smoke.... can't they respect other people who want to eat peacefully?eii...yg xthn..police pun same...i thought they should give a good example...rite now pun i just cannot stand the smell...its so teribble...i feel wanna go buy sum perfume n psttt....psttt...to my clothes...eiii

Hari Raya!

Hari raya is the day I’ve waiting after a month I’ve fasting…but I’m also sad to let ramadhan go…right now still feel the pure ramadhan n still want to fast anyway…29/9/2008 after work, we go ‘balik kampung’…yey…the best moment for me…hakhak…and all the way I’m sleeping coz I’m so tired but I love to see pelita at every each kampung house..i love that moment when hari raya come…luckily for me that time ‘ijat’..my cousin xblk kg c2…die blk perak dlu…muahhaha….i dunno y he’s very2 shy with me….wuts wrong actually…huh..nyampah!…but I’m happy coz makcik n makndah was already at kampung…it was happening even though not everyone balik kampung….as usual…dat nite we get to sahur bersama…the best time I had…n I remember when atuk is still alive…he shout to all his grand daughter to wake up…so happening that time…hehe..then the next day….makcik open the karaoke but then no energy to sing out loud…hahah…puasa la…then the song is all dangdut…duh….xbes langsung…mlm ry…they all wants to straighten their hair…omg…hahaha…the weird thing we do as famili on mlm ry…hahah…hair stylist: me & tila..thank god the straightener have two!…kalo x matilaaa…customer: makcik,makndah,ibu,shamin,ika&pipot…but we had really fun….xpnh2 dibuat org….pagi raya as usual i'm the 1st person to wake up...after praying...take shower...then wear my cheongsam...yey..i like...then siap2 to go solat hari raya...but this time hai byk pulak pompuan x g....agk aneh..but its ok...pulun ni...i siap2 pakai mekap lagik...bersungguh betui....then when we arrive at masjid....i see there's many people outside masjid...smoking lg...aku cam aneh jgkla but its ok...lantakla drg..yg penting aku nk smyg...then wan,fifi, n me berjalan dgn penuh bangganyer masuk ke tempat sembahyang pompuan...but when we're walking....sume laki duk pandang kan...aku cam pelikla kejap...ok..dalam hati aku ckp...taula aku cantik xyhla pandang sampai cenggitu..hahha...pasan sungguh...nk sedapkan hati...then we all duduk kat sejadah...trus solat sunat masjid ni...xhengat....then orang2 pompuan kat situ dh siap duduk2 sume pastu pandang kiteorg semcm...pastu pandang je lak tu...xckp pape pun..eii...keji sangat tao...then imam tu duk ckp2 je...then tibe2 ade org mintak2 derma...pastu ai pun tnyla kt wan ai...eh bkn org kutip derma pas abis solat raya ke...pastu wan kate mayb die saje nk buat awl kot...nnt ssh nk kutip org dh blk...then i said ok...dlm hati cam still pelik...then suddenly wan said eh dh abis kot after imam baca doa...pastu ai said tu la adik pelik tu..wan pun ckp patutla sume org byk dh kua...then we all laugh...laugh...n laugh...its so funny that day...the funniest thing that ever happen in my whole life...hahaha...but this raya we all asik duk umah je….waiting for people dtg ry…so boring actually but luckily there’s no sesi2 tido bergelimpangan cam raya dolu2 lagi ok…this raya pun mlm ry xde doa2 ramai2…cam dolu2….doa dibuat on 2^nd raya n it was evening….aaaa…xbes…n dat nite makndah is already want to go back..so sad…but then diganti dgn irsyad n famili!…it was fun but irsyad crying coz dh xde kwn…me pun cam bengkek je kan…cam empty…luckily that nitewe go raye2 kt umh org kaye…cewah..cam pantun…even though a bit boring plus we all just stay at home but I had fun..fun..fun ..fun….talking n joking wif my cousins….actually I’m a bit pendiam n shy2…opsss.shy2?…hahah….but this raya I dun care wut happen I still want to talk even though got this one cousin who is shyness wif me..n I dunno y…I try to ask him but then he not reply…lantakla…like I care~~…

Another story was told by makndah…walawei..this is a hot story since I’m no there kan…I tot bout wutla…but then makndah bisik2 to me bout this…a give full attention to this story…hahah…funny to think bout it…but its true…..aaaa…makndah said be4 me blk kg tu…wan want to ask one of my cousin ni la bout wut nite tah..duh…his mother had told my mom bout dat n want to ask for my help if he didn’t have one…heard bout that pun dh make me scared…I dun mind to go wif him only if he talks to me…but then pandang pun curi2…pehal kan…eiii..geram2..dush2…then wan stori to makndah rituh bout dat storila..the same stori actually…wan want to ask him bout that…n kenen2kn..wuttttt…I kenot esep it…kenot2…its not that hes not hensem but the prob is he don’t want to talk to me without a reason….dahla ske sakat aku mase kecik2 dlu…thank god die xblk dis raya..hahha,….kalo x aku lari umah..bley?…hahah…then adela one time ni…tah cane tibe2 aku termasuk at this discussion topic..then my mom said…nk wat cane dapat besan xpandai masak….then actually dat time makndah pun dgr tao…then makndah ckp…makndah xckp ape2…ok..wut the point here actually..i dun want to confuse n I dun want to think bout it…muhahhaha…then when we balik ke sni..we singgah2 ry at makngah house…talk2…then open stori bout me..again!…duh…I feel like wanna run away je tao…tah cane leh terbukak cite ni…aneh tul…then kopit ask my mom if I already had ‘fren’…then my mom said no…then kopit said…impossible..die diam je ni..sure ade punye…luckily that time I was sleepy..if not I will say..pe kejadahnye aku nk diam je…for sure aku nk bangga kan….muhahaha…then makngah said that aku xpandai kwn…pekah…for sure aku ade kwn..byk okay…but we just fren2 dlu..no big deal pun…for wut I want to hebah2kan..duh….then kopit said he got fren..hensem one…if I want to kenal he can introduce…hamoi2…baiknyerhhh hati cousinku ini..then makngah said give my no…after dat makngah giv to dat guy…wuttt…I said no need la…never mind…(dlm hati…aku bole carik sendrikla)…then makngah scold me…im shock…she scold me to find fren at this age…furthermore I will be andartu….wut….jgnla doa…eiii…dh2…nnt tuhan sampaikanla tu…ei…kot ye pun sabo2la nk knl dgn pakwe aku..hhahah….geram2…dush

P/s: sadness coz this raya got no picture…huwaaaa