Thursday, February 26, 2009

Wuts wrong wif me??

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 1:38 AM 3 comments
i think i must be crazy...i dunno...ahhaha...lately..i owez get mad on sum1 or they get mad wif me...ha...dats the thing dat i dunno wuts their problem wif me...cacat!....im trying to speak softly but then wut i get is 'kurang ajar'..sori...kepada sesape2 yg kne marah tu...naseb ko la...

N lately....suddenly la plak kan...tiber je im addicted to listen to 'ganaz' song like system of down-chop suey&toxicity...omg...i feel like alive...wonder if im gothic...hahha...seswai ke...n now...tibe2 pulak ske nk dgr lagu irama malaysia..cewah~~....nais~~...ske...n lately..lupe nk tambah...i mkn byk..yg peliknyer...waktu siang punye duk g diet...pastu mlm pulun mkn byk..dh mkn nasik kol 8 camtu...pastu kol 10 rase nk mkn lg...tp bkn mkn nasik ye...mkn cam keropok ke...megi ke...ape2la...aneh kan..sbb kdg2 rase nk muntah so kne kunyang sumthin

maybe dats the way im filling my empty life~~>..ok dah...nk balit

Friday, February 20, 2009

Saye Geram!

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 6:29 PM 0 comments
nak dimulakan pagi2 bute sy sampai opis...eh xdela pagi sgt..dlm kol 10 camtula...as usual sy cek emel dan yg sewaktu dgnnya....nk dijadikan cite...sy bknnyer ske sgt msk tagged ni...tp adik sdare sy suh....sy pun ikutkan je la...org bg msg...sy ala2 lynla...but as fren k...xde maksud lain pun...pastu bykla jgk laki2 send msg kt sy...laki yg xseda dri pun ade....isk2....dunia..dunia...pastu ade srg manusia ni...jejaka mude...patut ke panggil jejaka??dhla kurang aja...mude plak tu...xsuspect langsung...jantan mude k...geram je...die ade htr msg kt sy...bunyi die ceni..."..bole kenal?...name akak ape?...citela sket psl dri u"....dh akak..u plak...tah pape...pastu dgn slambernyer aku membls psl yg bab cite sket psl dri tu..."tgkla sendri kt profile kan ade..mlsla nk cite"...pastu die bls "ala mlsla..nk log out dh"...pastu i bls "..ok..later nnt tgkla ek..daa"...punyela sopan santun aku bls...skali hrni tup tap..xde angin..xde ribut...skali aku tgk msg die bls ceni "xpela camtu..gua xheranla u lawa ke x...tp kan tgk pic pun bkn lawa pun!!!!".....mendtgkan kemarahan betul...cam ko pehal kan...aku xpnh lak ckp dri aku lawa kt die...die yg wat konklusi sendrik...ele..jantan ceni ckp dlm tenet bolela..ckp dpn haramm....xpsl pulak aku kne mrh kan..isk2...ekceli bende2 ceni dh lali dh...aku pnh kne byk kali org ckp camtu...ngeh2...mase mule2 kne mmg rs terhina..tp i dh tau maksud tersiratnyer...maseh..maseh...tiber!...ngee..

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Hati???

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 8:50 PM 0 comments
I'm so happy I've found my sweetheart muvi after so long I try to find it...omg..omg...I terdgr my favourite song...Ezaddddd....i mis him so much...i'm smiling to myself when i heard this song....im so like it...let me paste the lyric...suddenly plak kan...naisss...

Bila kau senyum, ku gembira
Bila kau sedih, ku menangis
Bagai taman rindukan kembang
Ku rindu wajahmu oh sayang

( Ezad: )
Di mana saja kau berada
Ku kan tetap bersamamu
Walaupun jasadku jauh
Namun hati tetap padamu

( Ezad: )
Bila saja halangan menimpa
Kerna cinta ada ku tetap setia
Hanya dikau dan asmara
Membuat hidupku bagai dalam syurga

( Eva: )
Biar masa berganti masa
Biar pun musim berganti musim
Telah kukatakan padamu oh sayang
( Eva & Ezad: )
Hanya kuasa Tuhan dapat memisahkan

( Eva: )
Jika kau tanya pada rembulan
Mengapa cahaya berseri-seri
Nanti jawabnya kepada mu
Kerna dikau cinta padaku

( Ezad: )
Ku persembahkan kepada mu
Sekuntum bunga mawar merah
Kau terima sambil tersenyum
Kembang yang harum kau cium

( Eva & Ezad: )
Bila saja halangan menimpa
Kerna cinta ada ku tetap setia oh...
Hanya dikau dan asmara
Membuat hidupku bagai dalam syurga

( Ezad: )
Dua insan sedang bercinta
Dua insan berjanji setia
Eva & ezad:
Telah kukatakan padamu oh sayang
Hanya kuasa Tuhan dapat memisahkan

( Eva & Ezad: )
Bila kau senyum, ku gembira
Bila kau sedih, ku menangis
Bagai taman rindukan kembang
Ku rindu wajahmu oh sayang

( Eva & Ezad: )
Di mana saja kau berada
Ku kan tetap bersamamu
Walaupun jasadku jauh
Namun hatiku tetap padamu

ok...ok...continue to my heart pulak...eh btw excuse me..im not jiwanging person k...but i do like jiwang song...thx...hehe...wolf's attraction is the name of the movie which is so hard to find..even i can't find the ori cd oso...but luckily i found it @ utube n d/load it n can watch at home..yeahh...i like it...i like~~~nananna...






btw...altho i found dis week is a terrible, depress, bz, sadness n all those feelings dah bercampur aduk n i think i had enaf crying n i mus think +ve 4 wut had happen to me...walaupun begitu...life must go on kan..kite xto ape akan jadik in the future...so i just keep remind to myself...sume yang terjadik dlm hidup kite mesti ade hikmah walaupun bende tu hard to esep...for me..hoping is ok..but hoping too much is very bad...ive learn it long long time ago...useless if u hoping too much in anything..but in anything u do...dun give up unless u hv try so hard to do it....sumenyer di tgn tuhan kan??

well..well...well...act i hv already found how to control my stress...chocolate / cake / aiskrim nyum2....n watching korean muvi is enaf for me to mek me forget all those hectic day...hopefuli xjadik gemuk kan...hehe...ok..nk wat keje

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Demi Cinta

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 10:52 PM 0 comments
Maaf, ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia - siakan hidupku,
dan kubawa kau s'perti diriku
Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta
Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta

Reff :
Jujur, aku tak kuasa, saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi, kita mungkin tak bersama lagi
Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya

P/s : Lirik dan lagu ini sangat.....sangat membuatkan sy termenanges....

Valentine's Day

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 10:14 PM 1 comments
its Hari Kekasih yang disambut oleh kekasih2..but for me...its not nice to celebrate it since bende tu bertentangan dgn agama...me??me xsambutla..jus had a diner wif fatim @ curve...bubba gum...geram...xde gamba cz abg is dh delete all in the pc...eiii..skati je tau!...tp bende dh jadik so as usual...xde perasaan untuk digambarkan...but thx fatim..i had fun eventho im thinking bout sum1 else...hjahahh...both of us byk gelak je...kunun2 nk cite sedey2..nk feeling2 gitooo...tp too bad...kami xleh tgk muke masing2..sure nk tergelak...aneh kan...well...wut to do...we ol sampai lmbt cz jem...can't u imagine jem @ curve...ok..xpnh alami...hehe...bole x..the food is terlalu banyak...xlarat nk mkn...tp mkn jgk..sedap....pastu ade satu mase ni...fatim duk main2 tag yg 'run forrest run' dgn 'stop forrest stop'...pastu fatim wat kt 'stop forrest stop'...tibe2 waiter tu dtg ' yes mam'...kiteorg cam terkejut...fatim ckp 'oh no no...its ok'...lawak gile okay..cm cacat je..org kg betul..mmg xtola kan...hahah...pastu ade satu insiden...yg sangat membuatkan i geli geleman..eiuuu...u noe wut...ade lipas jatuh kt rambut....huwaaaaaaaaa....benci2...seb bek ank die je...kalo mak yg jatuh...mmg fobia duduk kt situ xnk g dh....time tu jgkla nk jatuh kt aku kan....pastu ape lg...aku menggeletis la kat situ...pakai cantik2 tp menggedik..hahah...sori skati akula...bluek...tp a bit sad cz 'jerry' is not wif me...na'a its ok...

Friday, February 13, 2009

Makan D' Jonny~~

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 1:32 AM 0 comments
Rabu yang lalu..mak saye ajk p mkn joni...as usual joni paling dkt kt jusco tu...ayh sy pun ikut kan je sbb dh janji nk blanje dr hrtu lg...hihihi...sy pun skeeee....wee...



joni tu dpn watson....kekrgan org sbb hr bekerja....tpt yg begini kecik pun ramai org tau..tp time waktu wiken je laa....



ni ayh sy yg bertungkus lumus mkn telur rebus yg separuh msk..kekkeke


ni ayh dan ibu sy...again...bkn sy dh ckp ke tadi???aneh...

ni pinggan sy yg dh abis mkn nasik...btw aloe vera die xsedap...n water chestnut die pun xsedap!...berketul santan die..lempang kang...

p/s: overall...sy kenyang...seb bek...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Lafff....

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 8:07 PM 0 comments

yesterday...as i said..i have dinner wif dis company stuff...so me n firhan...jadik penunggu kt opis ni...dhla bosan gile...then...until 7.30 like dat..baru meeting abis...isk...then dh lapa gile..but luckily dat time..i had a nice chat wif LAN (angels)...he suggest me to read bout dis web.....www.tentangcinta.com.....ok....1st of all...dis website is quite interesting for me n giv me hope...is it???ok..but its so jiwang karat ok...but certain things i can esep lar...not all...bile part yg cam xleh nk esep tu....rase geli geliman bile baca...kekeke...but i like dis "Dan akhirnya, Kuberikan wanita air mata, agar dapat mencurahkan perasaannya. Inilah yang khusus kepada wanita, agar dapat dia gunakan bila-bila masa pun dia inginkan. Ini bukan kelemahan bagi wanita, kerana sebenarnya air mata ini adalah “air mata kehidupan.” which i copy from dat site...dengar tu..tu bukan kelemahan okay kalo i slalu nanges pun....luahan perasaan tu...yela...i kan ske simpan....nk wat cane...



ni website tu..comel kan??

dan time lunch...i watch dis muvi..my feberet....soal hati...erra n afdlin....n i like erra statement "tanpa keberanian mimpi tidak bermakna"...which is so true...well...if u dun dare to do things that u want...u cant get it at all...rite??same jgk maksudnyer mcm kite nk je bende tu...tp kite ckp je tanpa tindakan...tu sume hanya angan2 kosong...

well....sume ni jus utk ingatan n just for fun utk kite baca2...yg penting jus b our own self....dats the best...

Hilangkan Segalanya...

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 12:53 AM 0 comments
today..is a bosaning day....dunno...baru nk esited masuk meeting room...suddenly...xyh masuk sbb kne jage opis...yes..im not really 'dat' important person to join dat meeting...mayb soonnn...sooner or later...i dun care...as long as i get my salary....n i do my job...yes...now i have to start planning to save budget 4 my ownself...n im planning to get my own car....mayb dis cud cherish me up....since las month....i had a hectic day of my ownself.....only god noes.....mayb i can lie to other people but i cant lie to myself...but i will try to hide it as i can...let me keep it on my own as a secret of mine.....i will mek it as my experience eventho i've been really2 hurt....but that;s wut we called life rite.....without it my life wud become boring n heartless....

this month as usual...i over budget bcz of soping....as usual...hahah...ok2...fine...i will..next month i will mek sum financial summary b4 i take out my salary....seyesly..i must do it..if not i will over budget as usual...hahahah...keep it in my mind....

dis month n i dunno till wen...is really a hard month for me to go tru....wif painful heart n mind....praying to "Hilangkan Segalanya"....(thx to Lan 4 dedicate dis song)....but as usual...i esep it dengan 'redhanya'...i cud not mek it without my besties forever....(thx to Fatim n Bubu)...i luv u...n guess wut....walaupun i dalam kesedihan n i esep it dengan hati yang redha....TAPI...i telah diconfemkan as permanent ...tibe2 mase ni i teringat kate2 irfan khairi dlm blog die...."kalau ada sesuatu yang kurang baik berlaku dalam hidup kite...kalo kita terima bende tu dengan redha....pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknya...n pasti ada perkara yang baik pulak berlaku kt kita lepas tu....tapi yang penting kite kne redha"....im smiling...(thx to irfan khairi)...

disebabkan hari ini bosan walaupun ade kwn menemani xmcm hari sabtu hrtuh yang duduk srg2 mcm org gile kt opis...sy pun search gamba jo han sun sy...tibe2....sy terjmp satu gamba comel yg xpenah sy jmp seblom ni...weee


pastu saye suke tgk muke busuk die yang ni.....ngeee (thx sweeti jo han sun)



Thursday, February 5, 2009

Dating D' Sunway (b4 g genting)

Posted by E-e-E-leya at 6:30 PM 0 comments
1.2.2009….me n fatim a.k.a huney…..go to sunway…me wanna teman my huney supping…she wanna buy sume stuff for genting…yehuuu….but y sunway???cz we didn’t go to ts…the usual place….hahaha…well…we just go there…cuci mate……n fatim buy onli one stuff….n oso I found one place that I think same as nichii…which is baju die cantik gile ok…n so the price…its reasonable….well….i will supping there one day….we had fun dat day….jalan2 masuk kedai itu ini….n fatim decide to buy wut…then we hungry…but oppsss…we accidentally meet sapik….omg..i mis him so much u noe…ni lg srg makhluk yg asik nk jmp aku…xjmp2 gk..setahun beb….tup2 terserempak plak…naisss….but my huney yang npk..besela kan..org rabun mane nk npk…sy seda sy sape…cewahh….then I quickly get my phone….seb bek xjatuh….to cll sapik…omg…lawak gile la…then lambat plak encik sapik ni angkat phone…pastu die dh angkat im asking him…”sapik…u ktmane”…..pastu aku jerit2 kt die…”I kt sunwayla”….”eh jap2 sapik…I pun kt sunway ni..tunggu2…I nk naik g jmp u ni”…hahaha…skali dh terpacul dpn escalator menunggu kedatangan kami…tu pun aku still xnpk…dh termaktub dpn mate baru npk…hahahah…then we ol borak2 jap…sapik nk g main kt arcade….ceh…yg aku pelik nape die berpeluh plus ckp nk cepat je…hep….bencila sapik ni…si gediks! Then after meeting sapik…me n huney go to ZEN….wuarghhh…dhlame xmkn kt ZEN…ala…yg pencuci mulut tu dlm English ape ek…lupe plak…isk…confuse2…las2 g mkn lain plak..aneh!….when we had our fud…me n huney borak2…esp wif our life…guys in our life…thx to u huneh…I will never noe bile lagik dpt spend time like dis wif u after dis….which is u going to leave me here ALSO!…..again and again….hmmm






 

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