I wish~~

I wish....
some miracle happen to me....
so that i would live through happiness....

I wish....
i can turn back time...
so that i wouldn't hurt this much...

I wish...
there would be some surprises on my birthday...
but i don't like surprise...

I wish....
someone could accompany me whenever i feel down...
so that i can cry on their shoulder...

I wish...
i could be a problem solver....
so that everyone could be more happier....

I wish...
i can scream right now...
so that i can pull out my stress....

I wish...
i can shopping whenever i want....
because it make me so relieve.....

I wish...
i can cry right now...
coz i feel so lonely...

BUT...
i noe i'm a strong person...
although i'm always crying alone...
but that's how i'm showing what i've inside...
and only God knows why...

Tired Week~~!

omg...penatnyer this week....n...hr2 pun tdo lewat cz kne tunggu my parents balik...omg...mmg mate jadik cam panda....nnt kne set blk mase tdo...kalo x abis muke i...grrr...
mmg agk stress...di opis...dan di rumah...
di opis.....sy stress sbb kne wat due keje dlm satu mase...dan tambahan lak sy mmg agk clumsy orgnyer...so bkn sy xleh nk wat multitask tp mesti ade bende yg salah....dh jadik due keje..isk2...
pastu mcm nk mintak tlg org lain pun cam haihh..kesian plak..pastu mls nk dgr rintihan...pastu bile i merintih kene mrh plak...isk...
di rumah...sy stress sbb skang ni dh slalu srg2...parents sy slalu kt kedai...blk tgh mlm...so sy rs sgt sunyi...hmm tahla...sy xto nape skang ni sy rase mcm teringt sumthin...n sy xto nape bende tu dtg blk...frankly speaking....sy rase sgt terseksa...i dun wan anybody to noe....true...i need sum1 but i dun need sum1...rs nk shoulder sum1 n i want to cry...cry like a river...
i think i cant write anymore bout this,...it makes me cry...its really hard 4 me...i really hope 2 forget it...i want to hate sum1 but can i??i feel hurting...demit....