Jerry sy bernama Ezry !

Skang ni sy in mode 'majuk' dgn jerry eventho sy tau die xkan tau sy majuk...die tu...eiiii...rase nk kunyah...nk telan idop2..PUAS HATI!...sy pun xto nape die nk rindu kt mat kool(motif???)..g la ckp dgn org eskem tu sendrik...eiii...pastu byk je pompuan2 yang mengade sexy tu bg msg kt die kan...eleh...pegi mampuslaaaa....haaa....sy kalo dh geram sgt cenila...sy ingt xnk bls text die kt ctu tp rs xsedap hati plak...eiii...tahla...sy mmg ceni..bkn die je...sesape pun..kalo sy benci kt seseorg tu skalipun sy tetap akan bls msg die no matter wut...except kalo org tu ske ckp koto..kasa n yg seerti dgnnyer...eii...napela sy rs spt baik sgt ni!!!

You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, as you gifted are with understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girlfriends and you tend to have too much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order. (my personality by birthday..ngeh2..xde keje..tp somewut..adela a bit true)

Dream....AGAIN!

mayb i shud write this..cuz i feel so tense...so b4 i start my werk...i need to luahkan segala ape yg patut spy rs puas...semlm i mimpi sedey n menakutkan kot..xpsl2 je...angan2 lain skali tup tap mimpi lain...again..i mimpi jerry...dlm mimpi tu kiteorg kua bersama n ade shamin rsnyer skali...pastu bwk kete ape tah...lawakla...dkt kwsn rumah i..batu 9 tu...tah nape lak ingt mimpi tu tibe2...pastu tense...pastu jerry tarik ape tah dlm kete tu..then shamin n jerry kua dr kete but i xnk kua...apsl tah...gile kot...pastu kete tu berpusing2...lame gkla pusing...luckily kete tu xkne langgar dgn kete lain...kire kete lain sume elak la..hebat tul..:))....i ketakutan je dlm kete tu...yg si jerry n shamin pun ketakutan kt lua tu...aku rs kalo ade kete langgar mmg dh mati aku dlm mimpi tu...hehe...pastu kete tu dh benti berpusing...pastu jerry pun lari kt kete tu...die nk bukak pintu..aku g kunci...pastu die mrh plak tp cover2...aneh...pastu tibe2 ade lak nk dijadikan cite..gengster cine dtg...pastu aku jadik takut trus bukak kete tu....pastu gengster tu nk pao duetla kt jerry...pastu drg msk dlm kete...aku pun cpt2 kua..kang xpsl2 jadik kes culik lak...pastu aku cam seram gile...pastu slambe je gengster tu lari dgn kete2 tu skali...jerry npk sedey sbb kete kne curik...aku lak rs bersalah sbb cam slh aku..kalola aku xkunci td sure xkne curik dh...yg peliknyer td kete tu rosak..bile kne curik ok plak...:))...muskil betul...pastu g la balai polis repot...pastu parents i dtg...pastu mak i tny jerry ape i pun xto...pastu jerry kua kan sume ape tah..anehla...skali jerry pegi...n tu la pandangan terakhir dari jerry n i tau i xkan jmp die lg..sbb die kate die xkan muncul lg...:(...tu yg buat sedey part tu la...tp sume tu hanya mimpi so let it be...but it still haunting me...

td mase otw g ofis dlm kete...i teringt psl kt page jerry...i xske bile i ade rs jeles...kalo bole mmg nk btau but bia je la kot..i rs bende ni xpenting pun utk die tau...sbb i rs kalo i msg die....xto die nk bls ke x...so dari i rs sakit hati baik i simpan je sendrik rs jeles...benci rs jeles kt pompuan2 tu...i jus pk yg ahhh wutever...

dis monin..sesampainyer i d ofis..i rs nk menanges sgt2....sbb jerry ckp kasa...adela dlm fb tu...i mis the old jerry....sy xtola ape motif jerry sebenarnyer...sy xtola ape yg perasaan jerry kt sy skang ni...sy xtola kenape jerry mcm ni...sy xtola kenape jerry dh berubah(pastu nk ckp akula berubah..huh)...sy pun xtola samada jerry ingt kt sy or rindu kt sy lg ke x...so skang ni sy decide bia la ape nk jadik pun..sy dh mls nk tny ke ape ke...kalo nk ckp..ckp...kalo x...xyh...sy pun xtola nape sy baik sgt...kang jadik jht kang nk?...sy xto dh ape nk ckp...ape yg sy tau nk mrh je...grrr...kang sy mrh sy kne nanges...so xleh sbb ni kt ofis...so bia je laaaaaaaaa.......sy akan hilangkan dri buat beberapa ketika since awk pun byk je gurl lain kan & xpdulikkan sy...duh...

sy bosanla dgn org2 laki kt tagged yg desperate ni..nk berkenalan la..nk jmpla..nk datingla...nk kwnla...pastu nk panggil2 dear skati mak bpk drg je kan....ko ingt aku ape..excuse me aku bkn cam pompuan lain k...eiii..kalo xlyn kang dikate sombong...pastu kate aku bajet cantik...ye ok fine aku mmg xcantik so wut...do i care??eiii...geramlaaaaaa

My Dream~~

Actually I have a lot of stories to share here but i hv no time to type cz lot of werks to do this week plus the werk mus finish end of this month!...omg...tense bile i pk okay...las saturday i went to penang wif k.emi...tgk product launch....accomodation n bus die bes gile okay...i had fun there....but i duno y bdn i saket2...n fenin sket...even on d 1st nite pun i xdpt tdo sgt...i tot i was thinkin bout sumthin but i duno wut is it....ok mayb nex time i type the full stories bout penang....

Yesterday...suddenly when i visit jerry page....i remember bout sumthin....oh im dreaming bout him...actually not bout him...im dreaming bout his blog...ade blog ke???kekek...gatal betul...asikla mimpi psl die..ingt je mimpi...cite je mimpi...grrr...bencilaaaa....tp yg sweet tu...in dat dream...im dreaming dat he type in his blog dat he mis me too....hahahah....gile!....confem aku gile....ok nk sambung keje...daa

Yesterday~~

yesterday kan...i pegi kajang nk beli kain...then benti kt satu tempat ni...masuk satu kedai ni....xbyk pun kain die...tp yg attract i bile tgk satu patung yg pakai kain purple...its so nice okay...suddenly i terbyg dri i memakainyer...ngeee...(ckp dlm hati) "wah..kalo aku pakai mase tunang mesti bersinar2"...ngangahganganhahha.....pastu ckp kt mymom..cantikla baju ni..kalo pakai mase tunang ok x....pastu mymom pelik....calonnyer mane???...hahaha...skela...nk rancang je...angan2 lebeh~~:P....pastu mase tgh tgk2 kain tu...tuan kedai die...lelaki la...india ke singh ke xtola...tp aku ternpk die main computer..u noe wut...die msk TAGGED...omg...omg...aku cam...eh..pakcik ni dh tue n ade bini pun nk main tagged lagi? aneh!....dlm hati berhrp die xjmp muke aku dlm tagged tu...kang xpsl2 sat lg aku dpt msg die "hi...can i know u better?"..eiu....eiuuuu...ahahaha

otw blk umah...i ternpk bulan penuh...cantik~~...bile i tgk bln ...i noe i mis sum1...sum1 yg used 2 mek me hefi...:)...n suddenly when i dgr lagu matta-jatuh cinta lagi....tibe2 i~~~well u noe me...ngehngeh...eh tah nape tiber je...aneh.....xbtul sket...plus sedekt penat....sbb byk kje kot....huhu...dis week nk jmp sape??:(...bosanla~~

Love Story

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I’m standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don’t go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew-
So close your eyes… escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet” -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don’t go-
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said…

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said…

Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad — go pick out a white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say… yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

Hey Ladies!!

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Anjakan Paradigma...

Yesterday kan...me watch tv...my feberet tv show....'cinta gila'...mmg gile betul tp nais...i like~~sgt comel cite itu...hihih...pastu i selang selikan dgn tgk cite anjakan paradigma...new tv show at astro oasis...by dr fadzilah kamsah (my feberet)...ske...n artis jemputan die vee & shidi (my favourite artist * husbandwife)...they're very romantic, funny, n cute together...bile tgk dorang..mmg i rase nk kawen je...hehhe...tp xdela sepantas itu kan...tp sonok tgk drg...hefi couple...yang paling ske dgr drgnyer kisah percintaan yg sgt sweet..for me la~~....vee citela...die kate mase 1st tgk shidi kt lokasi..die terkeluar dr mulut die dpn kwn2 die "eh nape aku rase cam nk kawen dgn mamat ni"...gile kan??pastu die kate mase tgh shooting dgn shidi..bile part pegang tgn tu die rase cam ade karen...wow...amazzingkan ape yg tuhan kurniakan??? dr fadzilah kamsah kate...tu salah satu petanda chemistry yang tuhan buat utk manusia...wow...pastu die cite pas 2minggu tu shidi trus lamar die...eiii besnyer...die kate die tau tu adalah yang terbaik utk die...sbb lepas smyg isyak die doa n smyg istikharah kot...pastu after 2minggu tu die dpt petunjuk...trus die lamar..pastu vee kate shidi bkn trus lamar...die kias2 dlu...shidi citela kt vee yg die ade dpt satu hadiah tu...ssh sgt nk bukak...ade byk layer...tuhan kurniakan die hadiah tu...romantic kan??hehhe...ok end of story~~

My Personality

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. ( bubu,fatim,angels kot...bgsnyer kan i ni..kekek)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (jerry, bubu, fatim..dan yg meminati diriku...wahhh patutla ramai peminatkan!..hahah)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (well..ini perkare biase tp i slalu rejek..ngihahah)

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. (bestaaaa....tret tet tet)

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. (wedding planner, model..ngee)

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (yes..i will!)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (yg ni truely betul...hmmm its me ek...ok its time)

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust. (yup dis is me...i like to keep everithing to myself actually...hmm)

test urself now! (http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx)

Im Epi!

Yesterday...eventho i argue wif my mom..then we're ok back...n i jus keep ape yg i trase sgt2 tu...n i just cite kt teddy...thx teddy!...hmm...then we go to Alamanda...so i kuakan duet i then i suping...weee..but this is the las suping 4 dis month tau...i hv to manage my money stat from las month act...wee...i like myself now...yela...skang kne tegas dgn dri...xleh asik nk suping je..kene save money for future from now on...cewah~~~smlm dh suping....dpt beli baju di kedai idaman...n 4 the 1st time beli baju branded n mahal...yela b4 dis kan asik2 beli kt timesquare pastu baju rege bapela sgt...hihiih...skang dh safe sket nk blanje sbb dh tolak tepi sume...

this beautiful blue dress..buy at ENVEE

this cutie blaus..buy at SOMERSET BAY (impian i)..

weee...akhirnyer kan...now i realize dat...if we manage our money...we can buy wut we want...rite now...im trying to improve myself to the betterrrrr....now...im just waiting 4 my baby boo....so i boleh tambah tpt luahan i...:D...

takde mud....huhu

hrni xdemud...hrni hr jadi kwn sy tp sy xwish lg sbb xde credit..tensen je..sian die...nnt sure die ingt sy xingt beday die...isk....maafkan sy mary...rindu plak rsnyer nk kua dgn mary...hrni sy kua dgn akak sy g curve..tp sy xdemud...adela sbb musababnyer..hihihi..tibe2 plak...mkn pun sket je...takat mkn sushi 3pinggan...sket kan???tah...xlalu plak...b4 dis byk sgt plak nk mkn kan~~~...pastu ingt nk suping sket...haram~~~kikiki...nk kua duet pun xdpt...suping pun xdemud....rs mcm penat sgt....haishh....pastu g mkn...pastu niece sy yg due org ni....pegi buat berak pulak....bagus tul....hahahha...itula citenyer....pegi curve utk mkn dan membersihkan berak irsyad n irisya...sekian~~~....

Yesterday N Today....

Yesterday....was a fine day for me...i cuti sakan..jgn mrh...hihihi...bereavement leave 3 days full pay...so xyhla dtg keje..kalo tolak gaji je baru i kisah...hihih...so i pun cutila dgn sng hati...mysis suh dtg tlg wat muffin..so kami sekeluarge..cewah...dtgla tgh hr tu...yela nk jage bdk kecik srg tu...pastu sampaila ke mlm...i on9 je kt pc walaupun xde dpn pc....ngeee...pastu ade satu mase tu..sedang i sibuk mengolek mufin...tibe2 tergerak hati i utk ke pc...saje~~...tibe2 u noe wut...i terlihat dis one nick yg i rs dhlame i xtgk...tibe2 i tgk byk msg die type kt i...siap buzz lagik..pastu wat muke mrh...cis...xleh saba langsung...cam dlu gk...xberubah langsung...hehe...i mis to chat wif him actually walaupun die mcm saje je byk sakitkan hati i smlm n saje wat me angry....grrr....geram betul!...geramla....but even byk jgk rs sakit hati rsnyer...but still hefi to chat wif him....windu~~~...thx jerry...:)...maseh....rs hefi kejap....hihiih


Today...me out wif fatim...go mid..teman fatim suping brg utk kwn kesukaan die...cewahh....gedikslaaaa...heheh...konon beli tie nk branded..cewahh..ikutkan saja...pastu las2 ni...bajetan saja...buy 1 free 1...kekekek...okla tu fatim...pastu kiteorg try mekap mac...which is act nk belon hello kitty tu sbb comel...pastu g la sebe2...konon...pastu tny free x...pastu die kate leh bg free trus zup zap masuk...tp i xpuas hati dgn mekap die...dhla xberkate2...mekap skati je...bersepah muke i yg cantik ni...cewah....tp i ske...sbb lepas mekap...org pdg...xtola pdg sbb cantik ke pandang je...eii...buruknyer mekap....kekeke....tp ske blusher die...bilela nk beli....tgh pk nk bli ape utk suping bln ni...ske~~...rs nk bli brg mahal sbb xpnh beli..weee...pastu kan...penatla....hahah..jap...kami jalan sampai kedai tutup...fatimla ni..haishh...pastu nk balik tu bole lak org lagik nk tutup kedai...kami lagik nk naik ke ats...hahhaa..xde keje sgt~~...ok sambung sokla...nk tdo..hahaha....

kami mmg xde keje....sekian...

Hectic, Sad Day.....

3 x 3 = 9....the day my grandpa died....when my dad back...suddenly he told dat grandpa already passed away...no wonder i felt sumthin might happen but dunno wut...cz we already plan to go back on dis wiken...when i heard the news...dunno y i feel so sad on behalf of my dad...i feel sorry for him...cz we didnt go back almost 2-3months i think...i mcm dpt rskan ape yg mydad rase...dhla...dhlame xbalik pastu tetibe xsempat nk tgk utk kali terakhir...everitime i think bout dis..for sure...my tear will fall down.....dlu mase arwah tuk meninggal pun same gk xsempat...sian my dad....sbb dhla kiteorg jrg blk sane...kejap...i xbole nk typela...sbb i rs nk nanges...sedey xterkate....semoge roh aki dicucuri rahmat tuhan..al-fatihah~~~amin...xbole nk pk...but i look at my dad...he looks sad...i noe deep in his heart...i tumpang sedey utk die....n i pun sedey gk....sbb i kekurangan seorg atuk utk tgk i kawen....:(...i hrp wan i sempat tgk i kawen OR at least bakal suami i or steady bf...i sedey....i sedey....i terpk...kalola parents i xde lg...mesti i dh xde sape2 nk ngadu walaupun sebenarnyer i mmg xngadu ape2pun dgn parents i...tibe2 mase tu i rs mcm xde sape nk dgr rintihan i...ceh..poyo je..tp betul la...dlu mase arwah atuk kesayangan i meninggal pun i xde sape nk dgr...mmg naseb i kot...tp i redha...mayb tuhan nk balas perbuatan i yg jht dlu...rase kdg2 mcm xadil pun ade...sbb org slalu saketkan hati n mrh2 tanpa i sempat membalasnyer...tp kwn i penah ckp...bia la org buat jahat kt kite...irfan khairi pun ade ckp...kalo kite redha nnt tuhan bg ganjaran kt kite...i rase hati i skang ni dh mmg tersgt heartless dh...sori mayb sblom ni i krg perasaan tp skang ni i mmg dh xde perasaan...N I TAKKAN SHARE ANY SAD STORIES I DGN SAPE2 LAGIK.!!!...~~buat mase ni~~...bile i rs selesa nk share dgn sape2 pastu las2 i jgk yg kne balik....arghh...ni rase nk nk mrh ni...nk cekik org...eh okla2....xnkla cite psl ape2..nk ckp psl mase balik kg tu...

dahla jem gile...pastu mydad tensen....yela..die tensen kot...pastu dlm2 jem tu...i tgkla belah lua...yela..menikmati pemandangan katekan...pastu adela srg pakcik ni...die npk i ...tersengih plak...dhla berkumis...ces...ade hati tu...xseda dri...ko ingt ape...pastu aku jeling maut kt die...hamik ko..nk sgt kan...hahahah....kekekek

tibe2 rase nk suping....ngee..tahan elia...tahan...btw i mis sumone...

Hangout!

last saturday....after my mom,dad n grandma go to kenduri...we plan to go 'jalan-jalan' @ OU b4 send my sis back home...i want to 'blanje' after get my salary dat day...yehuuuu...leks2..now i really have to make my saving...if not...akan terjadikla seperti bln2 yg lepas di mana sy abiskan duet sy utk suping pd awl bln..ngeh2..so im already asing2kan my money so dat xdela sengkek di akhir bulan ye....ngeee...when arrive @ OU...oh..i feel like very pretty with my own ori hair...weee...tiber!...:))...i decide to go eat eventho my parents is already full....heheh...then i ask my sis..my budget is below RM200...heheh...then we wanna ask @ SEOUL GARDEN...class sket kan tpt die..dari seoul kt tepi jln mid tu...grrr...yey...it costs us RM189.80 for 3 senior citizens, 2adults, 1 child...yey....ok wut...i eat everything but as usual...other people wud cook 4 me...takut okay...percik2 tu...mmg xla...kalo nk suh aku yg msk kt situ..tunggu aku pakai glove dgn long sleeve...baru bole...kalo x mintak maap...mmg xmknla jwbnyer...kekekek...suke..asik mkn je sampai forget to take picture....ngeee....

sunday plak..i have to jage booth @ Titiwangsa....duh...malas gile...rase mcm nk buat2 lupe je tp sian kt bos i...lgpun half day je..so okla kot...sampai dlm kol 9.30 camtu...same sampai dgn bos i...hehe...@ booth...a lot of times jgk my bos leave me alone @ d booth...but im ok...as long as no one kaco me....but suddenly...ade la due org budak ni...ku pkkan mau membeli kamus or nk dgr some explanation ke kan..so esited la kejap...tibe2 tny.."kamus ek..hmm...name sape..nk mintak no fon leh?"....dengan gembirenyer aku berkate "...eh xbolela camtu...kalo beli kamus baru bole bg...tu pun kalo beli yg paling mahal skali"...hahah...pastu pulunla ni nk mintak gk.."ala bolela"...adela dkt half an hour gak kt situ...dlm hati aku..ala..cepatla blah mamat ni..kang aku tunjuk taring kang....hahaha...haishh...sbb tu i xske jage booth...grrr...then we close the booth @ 3pm....and after dat im dating with maryam @ KLCC...yey...so esited...dhlame xjmp mary..suke2....pastu we tgk wayang cite valkyrie....yey...ensem gile ok tom cruise....tp cite perangla...cite psl hitler...kekekek..pelik kan aku tgk cite begitu...tp saje je nk ubah taste pulak...overall okla cite tu...seb bek xtertdo sbb ngantuk bgn pagi...hehe...pastu teman mary shopping...comel kasut die beli...abis wyg...jln2 n balik...walaupun kejap je tp sonok...nnt everyweek nk kua dgn mary..yeye..syg mary...muax