Do I....or Don't I...

im a bit confuse here...a lot of werk to do...plus a bit confuse plus not so stress plus kind of sad....dunno wut to think...am i miserable wit my own life or is it its just me being fobia or wut....a lot of experience taught me to be taf...but if i be too taf i think i will not get anything...but if not wut will happen to me...i dun wan to make anyone understand me...cz me myself dun really understand me...but the truth its really hard to believe it...really...when im happy...suddenly when i tot of the same ******...then i will change...not so happy then....im confuse...i dun wan to think bout it...but if i wont..wut else there i want to think...sumtimes i have to push up myself....whisper to me like...wake up...u must move on...if not nuthin happen!....

now...i think i feel like i **** to talk *****......or its only my feeling? argh....wutever it is....like i care...talk to my hand...duh!