Saya Selsema!

saya diserang selsema....cewahh..ayat skema jerk....neway....for the past few days...back from bukit merah...i dh stat nk kne selsema...yela...'swimming' kan...kekekek...ade gk tragedi nk lemas tu..isk2...fobia siot....well...mase nk tdo...demam...pastu elok sket...pastu kt tpt keje demam blk....isk2...berbalik2 demamnyer...but i dun mind...i like demam ekceli...jus dat sumtimes i need to lay down cz...selsema kan pedihkan mate....:P...today it become worse...i think i dun hv enaf tissue...grrr....luckily i hv to go out 4 lunch today to buy topup for my uncle...cit...this fever will become worse if i cry....so i try not to cry...hopfuli...:(...

Baby Irisya!

This is baby Nur Iyra Irisya....born 9th december 2008 at KJMC....she's so cute n baik....heheh...

comel kan die tdo?
ni Irisya dgn Irsyad...abg die suke pukul die...sian die..

her 1st crying....so cute...

her mouth is like irsyad....suke cium die...weee

Los 'n' Faun

yesterday....im goin out wit my kezen to meet my new fren at d curve...i had a bes time...thx!...:)....well....we're goin out to hv sum fun...n yes i had fun....we all jalan2....xto dh bape kali kot tawaf curve tu....hmm...we watch los 'n' faun...yey....luv it...luv it....yey....rindu kt afdlin shauki....n at last...i can watch his muvi...yey....suke2...suke tahap gaban punye....bes gile muvi tu...SEYES!....rase nk tgk lg tp cam xbes lak nk tgk byk2 kali...kekeke...tp seriyesly....afdlin shauki is great...yey....support u 110%...:D.....yey...weeee....cepat2 kua lg muvi afdlin..nk tgk!...yey...xdemud nk tulis...

Meeting SHUKIE!

today after werk..i meet shukie at midvalley..yey....mis her so much...we've already calculate how long we didnt see each other..it almost bout 13 years..omg...so long....n at last i meet her...yey....im hefi to c u my dearest n bestest fren..shukie!....she didnt change at all...she's cute like owez....i mis to hug her...i want to c u again shukie b4 u goin to singapore....leave me alone here...:(....but its ok...at least i can pesan brg from u...kekekekke....hmmm...i had a tired day today....i feel like 'pitam'...mayb cz nvr had my breakfast....:(....n i dunno...im a bit too gile today..n everyone lookin at me...kekekek..so funny...i really need sum massage...i hv headache n mudy here....n summore..my leg feel hurt...~~~..:(...sian me...:P...ok...xdemud dh nk tulis..later we continue k...muax

Yesterday is PAST!

rite now im listening to ku mahu-siti nurhaliza...like wanna dance in d ofis....hahha...yesterday was really a tired day for me...i never for a whole day...but i do drink some water and eat a few 'kopok'....dunno..like i dun hv much2 tyme 4 eating...n its really distract my werk cz my stomach is singing 'di sampingmu'...kekek...i fall in luv wit dat song....its so sweet...~~~ngeee...everityme i heard dis song in the radio..im owez smiling...ngeee....~~~...actually bukanla byk sgt pun keje...but actually byk but i can finish by the deadline la...but dunno..yesterday....after receive emel from seang lin(my big bos)...and plus my bos calling me asking me to do the werk...i feel like its so urgent so i hv to discover how to do it cz b4 dis firhan do it....duh!....at last i can do the werk...grrr.....but then i hv to do the e-book plak....it really distract me...grrr...so nak taknak i do werk..w.erk...n werk...non-stop....my head feel dizzy cz not hv enaf energy i think...i only eat at almost 9pm i think...thank god...at least i eat rite...hahaha...

otw back from ofis...i entered the lif ALONE...i c sum guys but nvr tot a LOT!....omg...only god noes my feeling at dat time...aku mcm...npk dari sipi la sum chinese guy...but ekceli ade dlm 6 camtula chinese guy....all of them is jus weird looking at me....aaaa....n got dis 1 guy standing rite behind me...aku macm...eh keblakangla sket...kang penyek plak aku dikepit dgn pintu lif ni kang...otw to G floor...he jus looking at me...like i dun c~~....takut gile...apsal lak ko tgk aku...im not chineseeeeeeeeeee~~~...grrr....i think he tot me chinese so that he look at me all the way down to G....grrr....its a weird and takut experience.....

p/s:...fuyooo...tadi jem giler hebat...sepanjang pjg plaza tol ceras tu...xpenah aku tgk jem sebegitu byk kete..cool laaahhh~~~...:P..sure ramai org tensen rini kt ofis

Grrr...purrr....ngeee

yesterday..after werk..i rush go to my sis house...cz my mom said my sis gonna deliver her child...yey....finally!....xsaba rasenyer...then we go straight to kjmc waiting 4 the delivery...:P...doc said she wanna operate her cz 'air ketuban' dah kua..so takut baby lemas...about 9.30 pm 9 december 2008...adik irsyad lahir...its a baby gurl...muax...im gonna to buy her all the pink things!...ngeee...she's so cute like me....ngangahngah,....her face is looks like irsyad....same actually...hahah...but a little bit smaller than irsyad....when irsyad look at his sis...he crying loudly...dunno y..aneh...xpsl die lak yg sedey...isk2..yey..im so hepi.....she's going to call me cu-adik...yey....so cute..

i feel like malas gile nk bls that speedate and zoosk msg...dunno y...is it???hmmm...sbb dlu aku xsaba gile nk bls...skng mls gile...n i feel like mis sumone...do i??hmm.....hey...i check out my zoosk msg and there;s 1 msg that was so funny...to me la.." OMG..irresistible beauty..could u tell me where can i find same like u, sunshine?"...sumthin like dat...hahah...funny isn't it?...i dunno..mayb its sounds sweet but it sounds fake too...:P...hehe...sorry..i onli esep the sweet thing that i think look real n realli sweet...that sentence might b sweet but dunno..hahha...

today...i sampai ofis awai gile...9.30..n u noe wut time i masuk dis ofis?....10.30...grrr...papapasfdjhfhfefh....dahla perut i lapa gile kan....siap berbunyi nyanyi lagu dangdut lagi...kekeke...ok plus i dun hv mud to do werk....waaaa...help me!

Do I....or Don't I...

im a bit confuse here...a lot of werk to do...plus a bit confuse plus not so stress plus kind of sad....dunno wut to think...am i miserable wit my own life or is it its just me being fobia or wut....a lot of experience taught me to be taf...but if i be too taf i think i will not get anything...but if not wut will happen to me...i dun wan to make anyone understand me...cz me myself dun really understand me...but the truth its really hard to believe it...really...when im happy...suddenly when i tot of the same ******...then i will change...not so happy then....im confuse...i dun wan to think bout it...but if i wont..wut else there i want to think...sumtimes i have to push up myself....whisper to me like...wake up...u must move on...if not nuthin happen!....

now...i think i feel like i **** to talk *****......or its only my feeling? argh....wutever it is....like i care...talk to my hand...duh!

Trip to KEDAH!

Last Friday, i went to Kedah with my parents...we ol bertolak friday coz i had apply my leave on saturday...then after work...we straight bertolak but too bad...almost an hour jam at kl..n too too bad my car is in high temperature so my dad stop at esso for a while....n luckily there was wut so called 'pomen' to repair my car...but the charge 'cekik darah'....sad that my mom had lost her rm200+...:(....n we arrive at 11.30pm at batu gajah(my aunt house)....and i want to shower..eiuu..my hair is a bit smelly....:P...then we all borak2 till 2pm..already late so we all sleep...coz tomolo went to kedah..yey...actually the plan to kedah is to visit my dad fren but we all been busy visiting mcam mane nk ckp ek...adik wife abg sdare aku kawen...so all the time is makan...makan..makan...1st day sampai pun makan...dari waktu sampai ke tgh mlm...hahah...but the best is the food is all delicious...im going to meet que at kedah...so i tot the rumah sewa jauh dari rumah que...but i noe que duk kt tmn sri mentaloon...weird name...then i sms que that my rumah sewa kt area masuk arkib...then she said her house area situla..so i was like.....aaa....tah2 dkt kot...tgk2 betul....hahah....so after my family kua mkn kuetiou sedap giler kt kedah tu..iman name kedai tu......tgh2 mlm bute tu...i lepaking wit que sambil main buaiaan...ape lg..gosipla....hahah...rutin mase kt mmu..well...u noe us...hehe...so dahlame xketawe mcm tu walaupun kne kaver....tkt kang jiran2 sume duk bangun...:Pwe lepak about an hour and more but still xcukup...

tomoro monin..i went to pekan rabu wit my parents...my dad parking kt tempat 'berbayar'...aneh tp benar sbb my dad xske byr paking...but wut to do...no place to park....then we all suping makanan kt pekan rabu...its kinda weird cz the people look at me cam pelik...esp the guy....pelik sgt ke aku...n got this one guy is looking at me all the way...from the start till i go back....aneh tp benar jgk...heheh...then after suping..time byr parking tu...ok..i tot la like rm2 or plus...but then u noe wut...its only 80cent...omg...i like cant believe it....my dad pun cam gelak je...hahah...funny...mcm mimpi...yela..sudah bertahun aku duk kl...tibe2 kejutan budaya lak kan....hehe...then went to this wedding...wow...the food is so delicious...very2 delicious i mean...tp too bad perut plak memulas kan...dah aku bawak hajat kt situ..xpsl je...hishh...then mateku terpdg seorg jejaka...segak dan tampan...cewah...getiks aih..he has everithin..i mean...educated...charming...frenly...smart....harum...and berketurunan raja...dun want to believe it but its all true...nk dikisahkan....aku duk stori kt my cousin gurls...pastu p btau abg sdare aku tu...isk...pastu ape lg...makcik2 aku sume tau...bole lak suh g ngorat...nk dijadikan cerita lagi....jejaka itu sdare kepada wife abg sdare aku...isk2...geram betul...hahha....yang paling xthn....my younger cousin duk usik2 aku...ratu cantikla....puteri la....pakwe manela...isk2...xpatut btul...yg xthn younger cousin pun dh duk tny bile nk ade pakwe...isk...sadis tul...

then, after the wedding, me go to que house tgk antm...sedap air starwberi que...ngeee..thx que! then we all balik about 6pm like dat...then my dad singgah balik polisla...resort cinta syg...but the question is y...bile i tny...xnk jwb...sengap seribu bhs...aneh...so let it be...coz the answer will be reveal on next year...duh....

Today is Friday!

Yey...at last i can feel the lastest day at work in a week coz tomorrow i take my leave...going to kedah!....yey...can meet cik que tersyg....muax!...nk pluks kuat2....suddenly next month i feel like i wanna go holiday all the time...this week KEDAH....then another week ija wedding...MELAKA...i think i wanna go...such a long time havent been there....after hari raya haji...my aunty wanna go BUKIT MERAH.,...i feel like wanna go along....and this month also im going to meet many of my frens....duh....hope to c them all esp shukie.....i never meet her for a long time lah....shukie,fana,ruhi,faris,sapik who else....arghhhhh....tidak...banyaknyer...im gonna to plan for them,....or mayb i can meet two of them in a day....duh....today i wanna finish my work n ask for more...yey!....heheh....i love doing my work....and sumore i can internet-ing.....ngeee....well....pray for my safety.....berhati-hati di jalan raya....ngeee..muax!

Happy Tuesday Nite!

Alkisah.....

yesterday, im going back wit my aunty sherry...then otw back...we had an accident...that young chinese guy didnt see my aunty's car..so it happen..but then i think it was just a scratch....but he look afraid and panic...pity him...i noe wut it feel like..cz i hv experienced it before...wut the....but my aunty was so clever anyway...she get everything from him...his ic,plat no,add, hp no....haha...too bad he was so young...19...my aunt just want to make him afraid...jahatnyer...kekek....and last nite he called again to ask my aunty to send her car to his workshop....but my aunty refuse..tipooo ckp ade meeting..isk2..luckily she works in insurance compeni...kekek

last nite....me, my family, my aunty's family going to Bagan Lalang...jsut to eat 'ikan bakar'....hahha...it was fun anyway....hehe...about 1hour or more we're in the car...wow...rase nk terkucil dh....well u noe me...then we are so hungry...sampai je tru s oder makan...hey...btw..kepek die sedap...licin pinggan we ol makan...hahah...then we oder a lot of lauk-pauk....hehe...ikan pari bakar, ikan kerapu stim, sotong sambal, lala halia, ikan ape tah lagik satu ...lupe...but then lmbt gile food sampai...perut dh naynyi lagu rock dh...eat...eat...eat....after the food served...yey...actually xdela sedap gilerrrr pun..but okayla overall...but si fifi bukak satu stori bout her dad...which is my uncle...one day...her dad send her to skool..dgn rambut xsikat muke xmandi...taula skool tu dkt..agk2la...isk...then one of her fren ask her...'atuk ko ke'.....we all satu meja ketawe terbahak2 okay...lawak gile....sangat lawak,....sakit perut we all gelak....burpp....we all dh kenyang gile...then balik sume org tdo dlm kete except my dad cz die drivela..hehhe....

last nite jgk i mimpi they ol la...bole x...aneh betul...we ol shupping...then i buy roti..roti itu sgt sedap...lunch time ni nk bli..kalo adela..kekke..

Photoshoot...

omg....i arrive so early...but then the photographer is late...i hate late comers....hehe...but its ok...i take my mood first....then they come......ok then setup and everithins done...syazlin make up me...ok..i hate the eyeliner that she put on me...it make my eyes looks like ghost...hahha..i dun think its beautiful...but dah org mekap..nk wat cane..then i change my clothes...the sexy clothes...sponsor by fana..its so sexy i think but i hope its not like i think...then i check my face in the mirror and im not very satisfied with my look...ok let me say...its looks like chinese opera...omg...ok...i forgot to tell...they invite me to clubbing tomorrow...omg...i said to myself...omg...wut the....its tomorrow at bangsar 10pm...i said to myself...ok ofcoz i dun want to go to "that" place...n like mymom give me to go to that place...hahaha....its 10pm okay...n i hate that place..wut so called "clubbing"....its so not my style...sorry...AKU BUKAN KOLOT TP AKU XSKE....ha amik ko...caps lock lagi...i noe they are that type of person but sorry NOT ME...ajakla berjuta2 kali pun...kalo aku g pun..aku sanggup duk kt lua tu je...xsanggup nk masuk...dgn kepulan asap yg tebal tp bkn kabus...dgn muzik yg kuat memekakkan telinga...pencemaran bunyi n udara betul...hahha...ok..sorry...aku xkutuk sape2 yg g clubbing tu tp aku xthn sume tu...kedengaran aku seperti puteri raja kan...sume xske...hahah..wannabe je kot...hahah...

ok2...photoshoot...i try to remember that antm pose tp pose like them...but suddenly i forgot to pose...wutttt....thank to haris he help me a lot...i think its takes a very long time to shoot my photo...dunno why...its like 2hours but the truth is only 1hour kot...wuteverla...

xsaba rasenyer nk tgk gamba aku yg xcantik tu...tahla nape aku rs xcantik..cam kaku...i hope he dun choose pic yg over exaggerate...hahha...u noe wut i mean....doa la kt tuhan...aku bkn nk jual tubuh masalahnyer..nk jual muke je...:P...so i dun think it must be necessary to be sexy to be a model rite?who's with me??raise ur hand....hehe...ok...dun forget vote for me...hahah...

ok till now...later i'll show u the photo....so plz pray for me that the pic looks nice..i hope..n i hope its not too sexy too....i hope...daa

I'm freakk offff...duh

Today is saturday and Im WORKING as usual...duh...and as usual...i do my work..proofread...cant wait to finish it...4000 pages....dem...hahah..but i like it...ngee...and i check my mel...frenster yg bengos xleh nk bukak...n ofcoz my deary facebook...and sum more i play the crazy taxi as i think i'll become crazy of that game...sampai rumah pun still terbayang2...hahah...n im listening to my mp3...omg...i feel like in my fantasy when i hear this song...fall for you by secondhand serenade...omg..he's handsome....hehe...and atas name cinta by rossa....i freak of those song...aaaaa....everyday have to hear it after hear my jason mraz song....i wish sumone could sing like him to me oneday...as i wish...hahahha...in my dream maybe....yey...today after work wanna go jalan2 wif my sis, nephew, and aunty at ikano...after such a long time didnt go out wit my sis....duh...hefy2....and im hefy everytime i got work to do and have some inspiration at my speedate...sumone that i think im confortable to speak with him....hehe..thx...i luv my angels so much and love that i have many frens...yey...muax

My 23rd Birthday!

Yesterday...i couldnt sleep...i think i sleep @ 12-1 like that...omg..i dunno why...then i received a few sms from my fwen wishing for my besday...happy..but suddenly im sad and i cry..honestly...i dunno why....rasa xsedap hati..then pagi ni..sumthing happen...ok i lock all my things including kunci kete dgn rumah....bagus betull....nampak sgt cam aku xnk g keje...but it make me sad tao...sob..sob...cz im put my mom into trouble and have to pay for the tukang kunci...(kalo x bole beli kasut..dem)....then its just that...i dun hope a happy thing happen on my besday...cz i noe all this while the bad thing always happen rite on my besday...too bad...i dun hope for surprises or present...but i dunno..i feel like very sad today...plus i was kinda happy for all the besday wishes...thx to all...mis yu...luv u all so much..thx again...

Chill out wif ANGELS (paiz,lan,fatim)

Yesterday was a bestest day for me...at least i can release my tension out...it has been a month im not going out...and even though not all ANGELS can gather but i had really fun with them...plus dengan kawan paiz yang lawak....hehe...

1st: we all makan at sushi king and have to wait a while coz xde tempat duduk...and while waiting...u noe je la kan we all laughing at the front...omg...everyone is looking at us....hahah...ok so wut?...hahaa...we all buat macam dunia sendiri as usual...lan amik watak pelahap...paling banyak makan(mentang2 ade org banje)...hahha....and then we all discuss wut to do next...then lan suggest to go karaoke...

lan:..pasni kite g karaoke nak?
elia:...karaoke kat mane?
lan:...kat time square la...
elia:..yela..ktne?
faiz:..KTV
lan:..KTM(dgn confidentnyer)..banyak kali lak tu ulang...
elia:..seolah2 blur..ade ke karaoke name KTM...haha

then..faiz ckp..KTM?..then we all gelak bapak kuat okay...then everyone pandang kiteorg cam pelik but we all buat cam dunia sendri...hahha...ia sangat lawak okay...

2nd: we all decide play bowling...but aku jadik tukang tengok je...ala2..judge gitooo...hahha..kunun2 we all play bowling tu nak release tension la...suddenly adela this one couple lane sebela..aksi die bermain boling adelah sangat pelik...die wat akrobatik...hahah...we all tensen sampai bola xstrike especially fatim..but still his the worse...kunun2 akrobatik...dhla kaki masuk lane org...pastu bola lak masuk longkang je owez...wth.....kot ye pun agk2la...professional player pun xgitoo....kekek..we all gelak kt die terbahak2..cant stand his leg do the action...hehe..sum more...faiz n lan duk usha jejaka berbj merah...kunun badan bes n cute but not my taste so i xjeles tp fatim makan hati katenyer...kekeke

3rd:...after finish bowling..we all jalan2..and apabila kami klua sj dr tempat boling itu...ok..i noe there's one guy usha us...i noe he would tego one of us but i xsangke die akan tego lan...

guy:..hai..macam kenal je...
lan:...lan blur..terpk2 sape ni
guy:...mcm aris ariwatan la...
kiteorg:...ketawe terbahak2...sambil meninggalkan lan....

okay..serious that was funny okay..btw had a best shopping day ever..heheh

p/s:will upload the pictures soon...yey

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN "SOMEBODY YOU LOVE" & SOMEBODY YOU LIKE"

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster....

But in front of the person you like, you get happy....

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring....

But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter....

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush....

But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile....

In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind....

But in front of the person you like, you can....

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy....

But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self....

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love....

But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like....

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them....

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting....

The feeling of love starts from the eye....

But the feeling of like starts from the ear....

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears....

But

If you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever...........

My Happy Day!

Saturday, after work, we go to Perak, my aunty house..about 9pm we arrive there…then as usual gossiping…haha…Sunday, go to kampung M.yang coz have kenduri arwah…then at night we all have a barbeque…luv it…everytime we go there we always do the barbeque session…hehe..then Monday we want to go back…then hey I said to my parents, I want to buy new handphone after such a long time im using this old handphone and I want to try new one..so I thought my salary had already received but too bad there’s nothing…duhh…but luckily my mom want to lent me some money to buy new one…heheh..happy…im go to lowyat coz sapik said there’s a lot cheap2 one…so try to look there…with an oily face I had…im smiling all the time coz too many Chinese there…hahah…hey want to hear my story? When I was queue at the ATM…I was talking2 to my mom and there’s a Chinese behind me…im laughing and talking as I like…and the Chinese with blonde hair always looking at me…hahah…after we draw our money…he just looked at me and I just looked down…hahah…then we go around to survey the price…wow…actually in my mind I attracted to one pink handphone, it’s sony ericsson..coz I thought I want to buy nokia and sony ericsson later when I’ve a lot of money…when I was walking with my parents….all the Chinese is looking at me…strange look…maybe because im look like a chinese with my new hair…hahah…I like~~~ then my father ask me to buy the phone over there (we’ve already see it)…coz it have mp3, camera, walkman, card and some more its color is pink!…hahha…so iwas okay…but the price is over my budget…so my father said that he will add some of the money..yey…im happy…so the Chinese write a resit then my father ask me to fill it…then the Chinese said “wah..untung ek bdk2 sekarang…mude2 parents dah belikn handphone..saye dulu tada woo”…so I was okay..aku bdk2..okay…then my parents said…”xdala…die suda kejela”…then I was writing my ic number..then he was like…omg…he’s shocked…..omg..omg…he’s like dun believe it…then I was just smiling around like nothing happen…then he was omg…he’s actually very2 shocked to see my real age….then he said to friends (in chinese)…bersungguh2 betul die ckp aku tgk…lawak..his friend is just smile…then die jerit2 in Chinese so I interprete he said wut2….i dun believe it…her face dun look like her age…duh…hahha…then my mom said y….then he only talking to us….he said “mcm xpecaye ooo….umo die 23..muke die mcm baby face”…im blushing….but I like….hahah…im lucky to have this face…hahah…im smiling all the way and my parents just laughing…(patutla sume cine pdg aku cam pelik..pelik sgt ke nampak mude…hahha)….yey…

Muffin Booth @ Bukit Jalil

On 16 October, i have taken my leave to help my sis prepare with the muffin for our booth that will be opening on 17 October. We sleep at 3 a.m. in the morning and have to wake up at 6 a.m as well. Arghhh....so sleepy that time...i don't have enough sleep...Then we setup the booth and starting our business...too bad on the 1st day less selling...2nd day is also the same..but 3rd day is ok because so many people come expecially the ipt students...tired but i had fun although maybe not have too many profit but i really like the experience...my job is baking the muffin, my sis doing the cupcake and fana doing the marketing....we make a lot of frens expecially fana coz got so many guy ask her phone number....too hot mayb...hahhaah...but too bad for that guy cz she already have a bf...me??i'm a shy person...i just do the backstage so not so many people get to noe me...plus i'm looking too childish mayb...n people might think im a chinese....but overall i also got two guy...heheh...the 3rd day is the best...our muffin is selling hot...and i get to see many handsome man...yeah...philipine guy ofcz is so cute...he smiling at me while im waiting for the muffin to bake..hehe...got one guy from the xpax booth...since i come to his booth to ask for the prepaid on the 2nd day morning....too frenly la that guy...ask too many question of me...on the 2nd day morning, my sis ask me to buy her prepaid..then i go to the booth...then saw a gurl..i ask from that gurl but that gurl seem doesn;t noe anything so she ask from this guy la...at the time he turn his head to me...he looks surprised to see me..jap..nk wat drama....saat2 die memalingkan mukenyer ke arahku...die nampak terkejut dan cepat2 kaver balik...hahaha...so i ask la from this guy ade x prepaid celcom rm50...this guy cam berpk kejap...aku pun xtola die pk ape...tp die berpkla pastu die cam nk ckp ape tah...pastu die kate aaa..xpela...nnt sy htr...pastu tny nk bape...i said rm50...then he ask where my booth...so i said muffins monster...then he ask im a malay or chinese...(jap..perlu ke die nk tny sume tu...argh...)...then i said malay...then he said ok..he will stop by my booth and send me the prepaid...then in the afternoon, he send the prepaid...test our muffin....my sis said he's cute...hak tui....blueks...he's just ok i think..if tgk byk2 kali n then my sis keep telling his cute...then baru i think he's quite cute...hahaha...my sis said his face looks like irsyad...dem...irsyad is more cuter than him...hahah...since from the prepaid thing...he alwaz walking here and there...hahah...but not too obvious...on the same day...fana have to deliver the cupcake to all of the booth...so its include the xpax booth...so fana story that the guy is asking too many question to her...he ask who am i la...he ask if fana and i were a sister la...eeee wutsoeverla...then at noon...he come to our booth and jerit2 fana oo fana...haih..membising je lelaki ini...then he n his frens ask bout my age pulak...arghh..denyuh..then he said fana was my elder sister....lawak siot...xpsl je...sian fana...then he ask how old am i...then i said 23...wutever...i dun like to say that age..look so old...:P...then he and his frens looks very the suprised...eee...tue sgt ke...then die ckp eh td ckp 19....aku ckp eh bile mase pulak ckp 19...then die cam terkejut.....eii perlula nk terkejut...then bile one time tu me n fana go jalan2 selling the muffin...lalu the xpax booth n he was there...then he just smile at me...then on the 3rd day....my sis said he just already pass our booth....haa...then kakyan said he's looking at me mase jalan tu...then i said no la..he look at fana...die suke fana cz i think he like fana...everyone pun like fana wut...hehe...then kakyan said he sepadan dgn me...abes tu kalo die mude dari aku sepadaan la....xnk!...hehe...then mase aku tgh sibuk2 nk bake muffin....tetibe ternpk die kt booth ayamas...wut la...it makes me think mcm saje je....then my sis talking to him...then he just smiling n he see me then we're just smiling to each other...no big deal..then mase magrib....blk dari menemani kaklong ke tandas...there a couple of guy tgh jalan then they all patah blk...then i just turn to see who is it...then he look at me n smile so i just smile back at him then he said hye to me...wut a day....hehe...we had fun although we were so tired....still tired now..looking forward to go for the next event...yeah

Aku tetap aku...

arghhh...tension...from the day i start my work here...im alwaz received call ask to go for an interview...dem...when im at home...xde plak ko sibuk2 nk call...eiii...but too bad...its too far....arghh...i want that job but not now i think....i want to get some experience from my current job only then i can look for another job...i like my life plan...i love it...i don't know how to explain it but i really love it...i hope i got the kpli job...if not i can continue work here about 1year or less like that...i want to do a part time job also which are helping my sister with the muffin and also make my dream to come true...i hope it will happen...all i know is i want to be somebody when i'm 25years old....somebody i mean not to be rich...not a successful girl but just a simple and ordinary life but i've enough money to support my life n my family....and ofcoz i must already have my own house and also car...hehe..can't wait for that..that is my short term goal....my long term goal is i want to open my own company and it's a wedding planner company or anything bout fashion...ohh i like..can't wait for that...i will find another job but not now...maybe soon...i need that for my future company..i need the job experience. hah...too bad maybe i start work late...if not i can change my job now...lalalla

Eyes Exercises

1. Before and after exercise the eyes, rub your hand until it become hotz. Then u stick ur hand to the eyes about 2-5 minutes.
2. Hold ur head straight. Point ur eyes up and after that down. Do it slowly about 5-10 times.
3. Move ur eyes to the left and right about 5-10 times.
4. Move ur eyes up. Hold it. Then, move to the left and up, after that to the right and up. Do it 5-10 times.
5. Move ur eyes down and hold it. Then, move to the left and down after that to the right and down. Do it 5-10 times.
6. Move ur eyes up and down in different angle, start from angle in eyes (marah hidung). Do it 5-10 times.
7. Move the eyes life before but starts from to the left and down, to the right and up
8. Rotate ur eyes to the left clockwise about 5-10 times
9. Then, move ur eyes to the right, anti clockwise about 5-10 times. Its good if u close ur eyes for about 5-10 seconds before change ur moving eyes.

Smokinnnnn....

today before i go to work...i stop by at mamak stall to have my breakfast....the mamak stall name nikmat wutever located at alam jaya...when i'm entered that stall..eiuu...too many guys...its ok if too many but y they want to look at who ever coming to that stall...then eating2....not delicious at all the mee goreng....eiii...then i c all around me is smokingggg....hate that...dahla kedai tu tertutup...dgn bau mamak lg..bau rokok lg...then after finish eating...i quickly out from that stall to get away from smoke...but too bad..my hair is already smelly....n also my clothes...so i go to work with that smoking smelly...eiii...all the way to work..i just bubbling about the people who smoke.... can't they respect other people who want to eat peacefully?eii...yg xthn..police pun same...i thought they should give a good example...rite now pun i just cannot stand the smell...its so teribble...i feel wanna go buy sum perfume n psttt....psttt...to my clothes...eiii

Hari Raya!

Hari raya is the day I’ve waiting after a month I’ve fasting…but I’m also sad to let ramadhan go…right now still feel the pure ramadhan n still want to fast anyway…29/9/2008 after work, we go ‘balik kampung’…yey…the best moment for me…hakhak…and all the way I’m sleeping coz I’m so tired but I love to see pelita at every each kampung house..i love that moment when hari raya come…luckily for me that time ‘ijat’..my cousin xblk kg c2…die blk perak dlu…muahhaha….i dunno y he’s very2 shy with me….wuts wrong actually…huh..nyampah!…but I’m happy coz makcik n makndah was already at kampung…it was happening even though not everyone balik kampung….as usual…dat nite we get to sahur bersama…the best time I had…n I remember when atuk is still alive…he shout to all his grand daughter to wake up…so happening that time…hehe..then the next day….makcik open the karaoke but then no energy to sing out loud…hahah…puasa la…then the song is all dangdut…duh….xbes langsung…mlm ry…they all wants to straighten their hair…omg…hahaha…the weird thing we do as famili on mlm ry…hahah…hair stylist: me & tila..thank god the straightener have two!…kalo x matilaaa…customer: makcik,makndah,ibu,shamin,ika&pipot…but we had really fun….xpnh2 dibuat org….pagi raya as usual i'm the 1st person to wake up...after praying...take shower...then wear my cheongsam...yey..i like...then siap2 to go solat hari raya...but this time hai byk pulak pompuan x g....agk aneh..but its ok...pulun ni...i siap2 pakai mekap lagik...bersungguh betui....then when we arrive at masjid....i see there's many people outside masjid...smoking lg...aku cam aneh jgkla but its ok...lantakla drg..yg penting aku nk smyg...then wan,fifi, n me berjalan dgn penuh bangganyer masuk ke tempat sembahyang pompuan...but when we're walking....sume laki duk pandang kan...aku cam pelikla kejap...ok..dalam hati aku ckp...taula aku cantik xyhla pandang sampai cenggitu..hahha...pasan sungguh...nk sedapkan hati...then we all duduk kat sejadah...trus solat sunat masjid ni...xhengat....then orang2 pompuan kat situ dh siap duduk2 sume pastu pandang kiteorg semcm...pastu pandang je lak tu...xckp pape pun..eii...keji sangat tao...then imam tu duk ckp2 je...then tibe2 ade org mintak2 derma...pastu ai pun tnyla kt wan ai...eh bkn org kutip derma pas abis solat raya ke...pastu wan kate mayb die saje nk buat awl kot...nnt ssh nk kutip org dh blk...then i said ok...dlm hati cam still pelik...then suddenly wan said eh dh abis kot after imam baca doa...pastu ai said tu la adik pelik tu..wan pun ckp patutla sume org byk dh kua...then we all laugh...laugh...n laugh...its so funny that day...the funniest thing that ever happen in my whole life...hahaha...but this raya we all asik duk umah je….waiting for people dtg ry…so boring actually but luckily there’s no sesi2 tido bergelimpangan cam raya dolu2 lagi ok…this raya pun mlm ry xde doa2 ramai2…cam dolu2….doa dibuat on 2^nd raya n it was evening….aaaa…xbes…n dat nite makndah is already want to go back..so sad…but then diganti dgn irsyad n famili!…it was fun but irsyad crying coz dh xde kwn…me pun cam bengkek je kan…cam empty…luckily that nitewe go raye2 kt umh org kaye…cewah..cam pantun…even though a bit boring plus we all just stay at home but I had fun..fun..fun ..fun….talking n joking wif my cousins….actually I’m a bit pendiam n shy2…opsss.shy2?…hahah….but this raya I dun care wut happen I still want to talk even though got this one cousin who is shyness wif me..n I dunno y…I try to ask him but then he not reply…lantakla…like I care~~…

Another story was told by makndah…walawei..this is a hot story since I’m no there kan…I tot bout wutla…but then makndah bisik2 to me bout this…a give full attention to this story…hahah…funny to think bout it…but its true…..aaaa…makndah said be4 me blk kg tu…wan want to ask one of my cousin ni la bout wut nite tah..duh…his mother had told my mom bout dat n want to ask for my help if he didn’t have one…heard bout that pun dh make me scared…I dun mind to go wif him only if he talks to me…but then pandang pun curi2…pehal kan…eiii..geram2..dush2…then wan stori to makndah rituh bout dat storila..the same stori actually…wan want to ask him bout that…n kenen2kn..wuttttt…I kenot esep it…kenot2…its not that hes not hensem but the prob is he don’t want to talk to me without a reason….dahla ske sakat aku mase kecik2 dlu…thank god die xblk dis raya..hahha,….kalo x aku lari umah..bley?…hahah…then adela one time ni…tah cane tibe2 aku termasuk at this discussion topic..then my mom said…nk wat cane dapat besan xpandai masak….then actually dat time makndah pun dgr tao…then makndah ckp…makndah xckp ape2…ok..wut the point here actually..i dun want to confuse n I dun want to think bout it…muhahhaha…then when we balik ke sni..we singgah2 ry at makngah house…talk2…then open stori bout me..again!…duh…I feel like wanna run away je tao…tah cane leh terbukak cite ni…aneh tul…then kopit ask my mom if I already had ‘fren’…then my mom said no…then kopit said…impossible..die diam je ni..sure ade punye…luckily that time I was sleepy..if not I will say..pe kejadahnye aku nk diam je…for sure aku nk bangga kan….muhahaha…then makngah said that aku xpandai kwn…pekah…for sure aku ade kwn..byk okay…but we just fren2 dlu..no big deal pun…for wut I want to hebah2kan..duh….then kopit said he got fren..hensem one…if I want to kenal he can introduce…hamoi2…baiknyerhhh hati cousinku ini..then makngah said give my no…after dat makngah giv to dat guy…wuttt…I said no need la…never mind…(dlm hati…aku bole carik sendrikla)…then makngah scold me…im shock…she scold me to find fren at this age…furthermore I will be andartu….wut….jgnla doa…eiii…dh2…nnt tuhan sampaikanla tu…ei…kot ye pun sabo2la nk knl dgn pakwe aku..hhahah….geram2…dush

P/s: sadness coz this raya got no picture…huwaaaa

Melayu...melayu

ok...now i want to write in malay....xpuas hati nih....

semlm aku g umh ank2 yatim(ece...trase sgt baik..:P)...ala..ikut abg is...dh alang2 nk blk umh tu kan...sbb abg is nk derma sket...wah...baiknyer...kaklong kate dr bujang mmg die slalu g umh ank yatim....bgsnya...i wish i could do the same thing nnt....1st pegi xdela pilu sgt...sbb nengok bdk2 die biase je...lgpun umh drg bkn cam yg ank2 yatim yg ramei gile tu...org tu sewa rumah...tp thank god drg dh dpt umah wakaf sbb org kt situ byk komplen..bley?...eii truk sgt tao perangai..nk2 time bln pose nih...aku rs nk jmp je org tu pastu lecture die...hehe...ok2...now let me stori mori to u all...nk dikatekan la...org ni dipanggil sbg umu...die jg anak2 yatim..bkn tu je..anak2 yg parents divorce pun die jage gk...ade srg tu siblings die sume ade penyakit..dr luaran mmg npk sihat...tp umu tu cite...ade 3siblings ni...srg kne jantung berlubang...srg kene sakit kuning...srg lagi skt buah pinggang...mase i dgr tu..ya allah thank god i xde penyakit sewaktu kecik...bersyukurnye aku...then umu tu cite lagik...neighbours kt ctu slalu komplen...bdk2 bising la...main2 bisingla..apela...wuteverla....AND fyi...yg komplen tu adalah MELAYU okay....ok...mayb kalo that kids still have their parents tu i can esep la kan kalo drg komplen sbb parents drg xsound...but ni is ANAK2 YATIm...ok..i can;t imagine la wut attitude they have....tp kan...as we all noe...bdk2 biasela kan..bising..mase kecik la nk bising...kalo dh besa bising kang org kate gile pulak...ha xgitooo....pastu pegi kt another house ni pulak penjaga yang samala kan...tp kt another house ni ade bdk tu name die fatimah..umo 3thn..die bute,,xleh jln..xleh ckp..sumela..xleh wat papela sng cite...mkn bolela tp...tp mkn bende yg lembut je..and ade 2siblings kt situ pulak parents still ade...but ayh koma..mak larikan dri..bley?xkisahla tu kan...hehe...tp nk dijadikan cite...abg die ni bile main2 ske msk umh org...pastu ade 1kali tu die msk umh org tu..org tu bwk kua parang...bley x?xbley blah langsungla...mcm xde otak..apekah tunjuk parang...nape xtunjuk pistol trus..leh tembak je...ceh...pastu ade skali ni petronas nk buat majlis berbuka pose kt situ..then drg psgla canopi kan...jiran melayu kt sbela asik komplen...make sure canopi ni jgn halang laluan sy okay...bole x...pastu asik komplen bising...eii...kalo ko xnk bising g duk hutan sane plss...nk dikatekan cine sebela situ pun xkomplen ape2...ni melayu komplen..npk sgt okay...tu je cite aku....ngeh2...papepun betul la...sbb tu digalakkan bersedekah pd bln pose ni expecially kt ank2 yatim ke org fakir miskin...spy ape...spy kite insaf dan ingt untk bersyukur...amin...

Ngeeee!

My life is full of colors! ok...i'm freak of jo han sun ( like my fwens alwaz do)...hahah...funneh...right now he's on my desktop...oh..i loike....wish dat i can find sumone like him...~~~~in my dream~~~...lalalala....not just him,...i oso like kang dong won (but not so much as jo han sun cz i think his face is like a gurl..hehe..but he's cute anyway)....n i'm oso like louis koo and jerry yan...omg...they are so gojes n i like their dimple so much...admiring it...omg..omg...i want to smile..i want to scream like hell~~~i mish dat wolf attraction muvi...dats the 1st time i saw him...i like his hair..i like his eyes..i like everithing bout him..hehe..even if his attitude is like in the muvi...i dun mind at all...too bad i like the sepet man...hahah...at least their sepet is cute...cutie mutie pie...and too bad i tot jo han sun is not a sepet man..haha...too good too be true...ceh..apsal aku ckp ceni..xde kene mengena okay..hahha..but a past few days..when i tatap n renung his face...cewah...the truth is he is sepet...hahah...nk buek cano...ngeh2...die je yg wat i hefy nowadays...

Why L adies prefer to be single ?

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?


"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."

Flirting!

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Artist : Muse

i’m not a perfect person
there’s many things i wish i didn’t do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to knowi’ve found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i’m sorry that i hurt you
it’s something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish that i could take it all the way
and be the one who catches all your tears
that’s why i need you to hear

i’ve found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

i’m not a perfect person
i never meant to do those thing to you
and so i have to say before i go
that’s i just want you to know

i’ve found the reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i’ve found the reason to show
a side of me you didn’t know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you

Artist : Hoobastank

Tribute to lelaki2 yang dh putus cinta & tgh find the new one….

Flirting…it’s just a word…but it depends on u whether u want to do it or not…but for sure the one u flirt with will gonna be sad coz u give hope to them…it’s all about hope and feeling…dun b selfish…think bout others feeling….i’m sure u will live happily ever after…

There was a guy asking me bout “have u ever2 flirting?coz I’m never and I want to try”…my answer is…..hmmm..wut do u think…for me myself…I’ve never flirting coz I dun want to hurt others…I noe it’s really hurt…coz I’ve gone tru it…flirting is the worst attitude that will make others hate u cz u giv hope..hope dat will not go anywhere!…gurls feeling is really sensitive…most of them..flirting is u treat others like special one but it’s just u want to play around with them…play with their feeling…which is not good…other word means sucks….yeah I noe dat it’s not wrong to flirt when u r single but it’s wrong to hurt sumone feeling okay!rupe2nyer aku br tao the meaning of flirt..too bad nyerr…dan slame ni actually dh ramai yg flirt dgn ako…omg…I’m really sad to noe bout dis..i’m really sad dat when I’m being serious…but then they just want to flirt only…too bad kan…

In my past life, there was a guy like me….n we meet at the tutorial class…then he msg me…and lucky for him cz dat time I was single n ofcz available…then he get my ym nick…I’m too excited mayb…then we alwaz chat tru ym…I’m alwaz b there when he need me..i’m alwaz help him wit his assignment…accompany him tru ym…n I never sleep until he finish his assignment…too bad I’m too stupid for that…not matured enough…month by month…he even call me that special name…sucks man…one day I saw him wit another gurl…he’s already couple with her…when he saw me..he’s really scared to see my face…LIKE I CARE~~~…..i’m really sad dat time…luckily I’ve my fwens beside me so I dun really feel sad…it’s hurt…it’s really hurt u noe…I might be smiling but who noes wuts in my heart…

Now it happen again…but thank God it’s not really sucks than wut I’ve already been tru…n sum more he’s already said sorry for his flirting…but the truth is it’s has already hurt my heart even though it’s just a little bit but it still hurt…I admit dat…cz if it’s didn’t hurt y im crying when I’m think bout it?yeah…bcz gurls is really sensitive human being..plz understand us…

Dear guys out there…if u want to flirt…choose gurl dat also want to flirt with u…flirt doesn’t mean anything in life…it’s just waste of time n for sure it’s hurt sumone feeling n dun giv hope if u just want to play around…think bout it…

Dilukai lagi

dilukai lagi.....hmm..mayb i need to pasang my angan2 balik
mungkin itu yg terbaik bole aku lakukan setakat ini...'
i'm sad...sad...sad...sad....i tot i can close my dream n back to
the real one but then it might not be happen..i really
need sumone now but its ok la...i keep it to myself..
i need a shoulder to cry on...i wish i had..but i'm a
secretive person..i dun want anyone to noe dat i'm sad
i dun want any sympathy...but y...y...y dis is happen to
me again and again...i can't stand it anymore..plzz
i'm just a gurl who want to make my life much more better
i beg yewwwww

dear my blog...i've no one to talk to..just u...can u hear my feeling?this moning...i've read my blog
but then when i scroll down and look upon my shoutbox...there's a comment..one is sapik..another one is a wut haram juaini tah...the thing is..y that the person put the name as my name...then there's a haram...:9..i hope God will punish him as he had take my mood away and i'm hurt...that is one thing..another thing is the content is really suck..i dunno wut kind of human he is but he write "jgnla kutuk elia..sian die...die mmg teruk english ni...gigi nampak gusi.bencinyer..menci die.." can't u imagine dear how hurt my feeling is...i want to cry but i wear make up..it would blow my make up away.. so i need to keep in my heart...y...y they like to
condemn my english..i'm not that good but there's a person is even worse than me...but y me...and y want to argue bout my teeth...gigi nampak gusi...it's not wut i want but it's God gift...even i'm ashamed and jeles when look at other people when they laughing...but i ignore it..i just want to be myself...even if gigi nampak gusi ke...janji aku puas...but still y...and it wut makes me gloomy all the time..but..u just wait soon i'll become model after the photoshoot...i'll be a model..i promise to myself...then u can judge me..or i'll judge u...i never forgive that person..and i keep thinking that the person saying that and write that
comment is afzal...

Gathering @ Seoul

i siap awai semlm...i've been sweating all the while when waiting for fatim...hehe...yela...mmg awal gilela aku siap kan...then fatim arrive about 6pm...yo yo ooo kate nk g kol 5 kan...ngeh2....terkejut sat cam ramai gile dlm kete kan..wai..fara..que...bes2...then we all arrive @ seoul then sume pun cam dh sampai...ok..at the 1st time i c seoul...im shock okay...hahaha...lain dr yg lain...it's different from what i've imagine...haha...indah khabar dari rupe...but the food is ok...1st time masak sendri nih...xhengat...then we makan2...about 9.30pm camtu...we all balik....then go to klcc semata2...want to surprise faiz...sadness tul coz he can't join us...but happy to c him..yey...i luv all my fwens.....cam tetibe cam nk nanges...hmm...actually cam no mood to write in this blog...at 1st i've mood but then when i read my shoutbox..there's still a person commented on my english...it's damn fine okay...hey...wut's the problem ha...if u want to condemn me...face to face la kalo brani...then want to talk bout my gigi nampak gusi la kan..perlula nk wat statement gile wutever camtu...apsal ko sempurna sgt ke....it's like aku srg je yg nampak gusi kan...juliana banos...model antm...pun npk gusi gak...apsl ko xnk komplen drg...it's make me remember of afzal bengong..sheila bf yg pnh kutuk aku camtu dlu...tah pape...childish...n i noe and i can feel it....the people who condemn me is all the guy outside there...thx btw...

KPLI Interview!

right after sahur...i can't sleep coz i've to siap2 for the interview...then at 7am..we start our journey..cewah...cam nk g jauh sgt je kan...then about 7.30am i arrive at institu teknik perguruan bdr tun razak...ha siap name penuh ko...pastu i though that interview queue pjg gile...but according to my code pusat...sket je..dlm 6org camtu...2man..4 gurl...ngee...okla...they frenly and happy like me...and one gurl ni die pun ske ketawe cam i..ngee...siap bertepuk tampar lagik dgn die...and one guy ni cam laki sopan2 gitu but not very the lembut tu...die pun agk frenly...cite bagai nk rak u...another man is quite shy but handsome but he's ok..at least die nk borak dgn pompuan2 kt situ...hihi...all the gurls is fun...at 1st we have the group interview...oh the panel is quite okay...hahah...pakcik2...then...the group interview pun ok..at least me not nervous...siap berckp lantang u...oh i like~~~then we 've to get out from that room to wait for the individual interview...luckily i'm the last person ...duh...but after one by one have been interviewing..they share with us their interview...n npk sgt that panels want to kenekan us....luv to be their new frens coz can gelak2 with them...then sampaila giliran me...thank god that panel xtny bout sape pelukis negara??mmg xtaola i kan..at first that panels ask me to introduce myself and my background...then he start to ask why i want to be teacher..aku g jwb 1st minat 2nd nk memperturunkan ilmu yang telah dipelajari...main bantai je jwb..hahah..then he ask about do i have the basic skills for drawing....i answer i've when 1st msk kt mmu..adela blaja lukisan...then he ask cane awk nk ajar bdk2 tukalo gune software yg awk blaja cam adobe photoshop...aku g la jwb...ape yg aku dh blaja..pastu die kate bole ke drg phm sbb awk dlu kt university lain...isk..pakcik2 ittew...geget kang...then die tny psl menteri pendidikan dulu...aku ckp jap nk pk....pastu die ckp aku lucu lak..aneh...tu pun lucu ke...then drg cam asik gelak je sepjg mase tu...hep...menci...then aku g jwb slh...muahahah...mmg xhengatla kan..nervous...cit..anyway..it was fun interview...:)

Me In Fasting Month!

Almost 2 weeks umat Islam menyambut Ramadhan...ngeee...actually no idea what to story but sementara i've mood to write this blog...so i just write it...1st thing i do in the morning is open the facebook...can't wait to see what they writing and how long is it...and as usual...it make me laugh...hilang ngantuk di pagi hari...almost 2 weeks i never online..wow...my inbox 1000...omg...penat memadam..haishh..windu kat all my fwens...hope will see them this sunday...ngehe...siap dh pk nk pakai baju ape...smangat tull...im a morning person now...hahah...but then at night after berbuke...trus tdo..xsuke...terlepas cite2 yg menarik....huwaaaaa..menci tul..today hope i can tahan dari tdo...hishh...susah tul mate sepet ni...ngap...yey...can't wait for raya...hahah...lagu raya pon dh kua..smangat tul...but sumtimes sad jgk coz when thinking bout my late grandpa..i miss him so much u noe...i can alwaz pray for him...:(...this friday...huwaaa....scared...my kpli interview....i've read many times but dunno i remember ke x...hope i get easy question....tikut2....then yesterday...im hepi...got phone call...at least can krgkan kebosananku d c ni...then the coordinator n photographer for the modeling agency msg me at the same time pulak tu....penin pale aku pk...dhla xbyr lg..seb bek drg agk baik...god...nervous to do the photoshoot...but at least i can try to fulfill my dream....yey...thx to cik fatim cz borrow me her money....muax..hope she alwaz be hepi wit her life...pity her....hope she'll find the better man in the future....amin....today....dunno wut to do...try to find job...and another thing is i misssssssssss my niece, irsyad so much...his face....his nakal...n everithing bout him....want to picit his pipi tombam...huwaa...sedey dh lame xjmp die...rinduuuuuuu....hope will see him this week...muax2....

Shopping 'sakan' D' OU

after zohor we all tolak g OU naik my sis car...we all tu i mean..my sis,irsyad,my mom,me,and fana..hihihi...then sampai2 je mmg dh lapa gile kan...so we all g makan kat mane tah name tempat tu tp mmg tpt mahal la...but never mind..my sis banje since dh dpt duet rebate tu kan...ngeee.....me eat steak with cheese sandwich with mushroom sauce......delicious but the sandwich bread keras sgt...seb bek xpatah gigi aku makannyer...hishh..but overall is i give 4 stars for that restaurant....yey....then we all go jalan2...find that paris hilton shop....be4 we arrive at paris hilton...cam bese...name pun pompuan...nampak je baju santek....singgah...but not very long la...just a while to usha kan...then bdk kecik tu mengamuk lak nak kopok katenyer....at that time we all dh sampai paris hilton dah and i dah kenan one handbag tu...mengelip yew....then when i see the price...omg...mengelip jgk...but then i ask my mom and sis....then they said buyla...and u noe wut...that is the limited edition handbag ok...wow..esited nih....last2 ha ko....tige2 skali beli...bes....then we want go to nichii....wow..it's a very long journey....ok...imagine that we travel from new wing to old wing at the corok one kedai that is nichii....wow...menguji betul....then after trying no one buy pun baju kt nichii tu...but me buy my favourite pants...yey...at last....abisla duet aku...asik suping je keje...tu pun still ade bende dlm pale ni nk p bli....haishh...nk suh org banje xde sape lak nk banje...sedey...but thx to my mom cz giv money to buy the paris hilton bag...yey...suke dpt bag mahal....then sedat xsedar dh pukol 9...wow....jalan sakan nih....hebat...hehehe...kaki pun cam nk tercabut....hepp..dh la pakai kasut high heels...but happy....yey..muax

p/s : semlm my grandmom goreng telur dalam kuali kecik...but then bile minyak panas tu...telur dimassukan..but then tibe2 my grandmom menjerit....pastu tibe2 telur tu melompat...hahhaah....lawak siot...xpnh berlaku

mingle with shash & fatimun

After zohor,I & fatim go fetch shasha @ jln semarak….then we go to timesquare jalan2….for 1st time I’m a bit blur…no…we all a bit blur after entering the shopping center….wutla…dunno wut happen…and I’m a bit tired…xhabis lg penat xm semlm…hahhaha….but then we just go jalan2..usha baju…then we take a rest and borak2 @ secret recipe…and there’s a weird man looking @ shasha…aneh…tergoda dgn mate shasha…hahahha…actually this man muke masam je when take our order but then bile org ckp order asik pdg shasha pastu blur..duk xto ape org order…seb bek xkne pelempang…then there was Chinese couple sit beside our table then this man take their order but then…he’s standing beside fatim & look @ shasha…it so weird…and I can’t stand it…xselesa doo….mcm ko pehal nk tgk2 kan…agk2la sket…cam kalo nk tgk pun kaver la…npk sgt ko cam dhlame xtgk pompuan..hahha…then shasha order cake…then fatim heard that this man said yes darling…..wutttttttt….apekah….hello…then we all cam wutever je la kan…after that, we go jalan2 again…and decide to play games…yey….my favourite….i love ketuking buaya,gendang,race car,tembak2…and sum more…hehheat least we can release tensen…nowadays, I dunno wut happen to myself coz I’m a bit tensen…and I feel like wanna go ut everyday….dunno why..don’t blame me…coz no one had ask me wut is going on in my life…all I know that everyone alwaz want to scold me and it makes me think I’m useless…is it? I’ll try to do the best in kpli interviewing..hope I’ll make it…plz pray for me…and at the same time I want to make my dream become real..mayb after raya…I want to save rm350 for that…if xdpt pun at least I’ve try for it right? Yes…can’t wait for it…J

Jalan2 D' Midvalley

11 a.m.- makcik send me and cousin to midvalley..yey…xpyh nek train…
Sampei2 je kt mid…ramie org ok….aneh…pagi2 bute pun dh ramie…then we go shopping straight to the point..sbb nnt si tombam tu nk try baju lame gile ok…finally…ade gk baju utk si die…hakhak,…but then it just trying…nomoney to buy…just survey only…hikhik..then sambil2 tu aku pun mengshopping brgku…as usual…then jalan2 lapa pulak kan…we go eat at mcd yg k tats tu kan…ala..cam xtao lak…thank god dpt tempat duudk utk makan…then after makan2…I ajak them go release tension….yey…at leastkan…actually nk tgk movie but so many kan..xlarat nk line up…then we go race car..main gendang…main game lawak…hakhak…lawak..best siot…mmg bes…at least eventhough tempat die kecik but at least we can happy2….yey…1hour kut spend kt situ…actually dh addicted dh nk main again and again but then abis lak duet kan…then we sambung jalan2…about 6 p.m. we go balik with komuter…daaa…I don’t like this…dh lame giler xnek ok…then ramie org giler pulak tu kan…I mean bkn org giler..i mean ramie gile org…hahha…kalo ramie org gile yg naik sure die xnek punye…berkeliaran je…tu xpe lagik…ni org yg xgiler lak nek kan..termasuk aku…hahah..ok2…then bile trun tu…cam shock jap…coz ramie ok …tu xkire bau die lagik…then okla train 1st sampei…ok..i’m sick of tolak2 ni ok…cam ape tah…cam respectla kan…wuts the point ko tolak2…org lain pun nk msk gk..bkn ko srg je…geram giler aku…pastu cam aku tau je la kan..cam jadik hulk kejap kt situ…aku xsuke org tolak..so jgnla tolak..pantang btul aku…so aku pun ape lg..xkan nk bia je…amboi..manyak cantik…aku pun tolak la kan..cam hulk tu mase die nk tuka jadik hujo…ha camtula aku…pastu ade laki tu cam agk terkejut gk la…tgk kelakuan aku yg semcm…mesti cam die ckp seb bek awek aku xcamtu…hahahha…tah2 awek ko kaver bang…hishh….mmg hilang abis keayuan aku sume…pedulik hape aku…dhla pns…bau bucuk pulak…pastu nk tolak2 lak ape hal kan…las2 xdpt msk..pasrah…then 2nd time…lagik truk tolak..tetibe je kan…aku pun jadik hulk utk kali kedua….pastu xdpt gk msk…pastu aku duk bercerita dgn cousin2 aku betapa aku jadik hulk…then org cam tgk2 je kan…sibuokkk….pastu cam yg laki2 pdg semcm je kt aku..cam xcye kut sbb muke bdk ni npk cam ok tp bile die cite…terkejut..garang gile…agknyer sbb tu la xde laki brani dkt dgn aku…hakhak…lawak..then 3rd time…at last we dpt msk gk..then ade keli ng ke bangle tah yg ckp masuk lagi…pastu aku sah2la org last kt situ kan…aku pun ape lg…xbole dah la…ha amikko…trus sengap die…hahahha…ok..this is the excited and pengalaman yg sangat giler..hahha

Sometimes....

Sometimes..
I think I’m useless…
Sometimes…
I feel lonely..
Sometimes..
I’ve no one to talk to..
Sometimes..
I’ve no shoulder to cry on..
I’ve nothing to be proud of..
I’m ashamed…
Of myself..
But I know there’s must be a reason
Behind all this…
But the truth is…
I’m depressed..
But I know..
Only god knows why…
I’m still myself
And I’ll prove
To everyone..
I’ll be the greatest person one day..

Men

Men…
Come and go…
As they like..
But I’m still..
The same person..
Being friendly…
With anyone…
With out knowing..
Who they are…
But friend is just friend..
A week we become become closer..
Later they will slowly disappear…
I’ll never regret coz…
I know who am i
Just a simple girl..
Nothing to be proud of…
And I’ve nothing
But it really hurts
But I am what I am
My heart is like a puzzle
But no one will know
If they don’t want to
But..
I promise to myself…
Sooner or later..
I’ll become the greatest person
And they will know who I am

Tips!

Normal skin – Use moisturizer to protect ur skin. Do masker / scrub for one time every week

Prevent dry skin – to prevent ur body skin being dry, use soap / shower gel that have moisture cream. After bath, don’t forget to use lotion to maintain the moisturisation.

For best result, use moisturizer cream every night, after cleansing and using toner to ur face. Protecting ur skin against the environment by using UV.

Lipstick Tips!
To protect ur dry lips. Get small towel and dip it in warm water. Sweep it smoothly to ur lips.

Healthy Tips!

- Eat spinach, broccoli, apricot, red carrot, watermelon / potato (vitamin A)
- Exercise, eat garbage flower and drink Soya (protein)
- Drink plenty of orange juice in a day (potassium)
- Every breakfast, drink milk, can be alternate with orange juice. If don’t have time to lunch, eat a slice of bread with cheese. If hungry on the day, eat yogurt.

I jumpe artis....

yesterday...my sis n i kua jap nk p bli brg muffin kt ttdi...after that we go to munawarah...my sis nk usha tudung...actually dr dlm car lagik...my sis duk ckp..eh tu cam rosyam nor je...i pun wat dek je la coz besela kan org rabun....lantak die la...then tgh syiok2 tgk tudung tu..i heard someone voice..sore garau laki....bkn sume laki ade sore bes camtu...hakhak...actually agk surprised jgkla coz men cannot enter that side...cam shock jap...at 1st i just see his back je....n heard his voice...then bile die pusing..fuh...skali rosyam nor la beb.....i don;'t want to say anything but i'm excited jgkla to see rosyam nor coz he's one of my favourite artist...hihihi...muke die xbyk beza pun from the tv...just natural....cool...hihi...actually his about to shoot for hari raya...siap pakai baju melayu gitu...wah....

Waroeng Penyek!

We go jalan-jalan @ the curve and after we go to the bank, we go straight to this warong....it call Waroeng Penyek...the name is weird and i think the food is as weird as the name...but then we are so hungry so we just choose this place to eat...then we order something that looks delicious and some of that is ayam goreng penyek...es milo dinosaur...bakso...gado-gado...es soda....and of course two plate of plain rice...then the food is ready about 15minutes....hmm...the food is ok but the sambal is so hot..i don't like it...then the gado-gado my mom said that the kuah kacang is not as delicious as she do...she could be better than that...hahaha...then the drinks is nyum...nyum....u can interpret my taste right so i no need to explain it more....just to give some picture of it...

Look Out Point!

Yesterday was a very very berties day ever! I had fun and cold also...luv u all...quite a long time i didn't see farsha n que...miss them so much..fara,me,fasha,fatim,sara&bf,q and wai meet at Look Out Point Restaurant at hulu langat near my house...hehhe..couldn't believe it...fatim pick up me at damansara...thanks fatim...appreciate it so much...and then we go straight to meet them at esso pandan indah...but then on the way we call fasha and ask where is she and meet them at petronas....when we arrived, fasha n frens also arrived...hahaha...lucky...then proceed to fara...we have to pick her at lrt cempaka....then go straight to look out point where sara is already wait there...then wow....we have to climb up to reach the look out point restaurant...it's really hard actually...since we're hungry...then when we reach there..it was so cold that i couldn't accept it...oh my god...and i was drinking the ice lemon tea....eventhough it was so cold..haaha... the weastern is not delicious at all...thank you...duh...can u imagine the black pepper chicken chop doesn't taste the black pepper at all....and of coz if the price is ok it's ok--laaa...but then the price is rm11.80..and my fren eat sizzling steak and the price is rm16.80....mahal ok...aku mkn kt the curve pun lg sedap n murah dari tu...ok..i think that restaurant is only depend on it's scenery and the weather only....not the FOOD!...duh...but i really enjoying last night coz we haven't talk like that for so long...miss that time...life,frens,special frens,n gusiping about sumone is really superb like fatim said..heheh..i hope q,wai,fara, and everyone could stay for 2nights maybe then we can enjoy sakan....futsal,chitchat, and everything...muax...

Shopping Spree!!!

Last Saturday, me & cik fatim go for shopping!!! We decide to go Time Square with car, actually cik fatim wants to go with LRT but then it's a hot day really, so she decides to go with car...hahhaha...funny...i don't mind actually....neway thanks for everthing cik fatim...we arrive about 3pm maybe. Then we go straight to Nichii...hoyeahhh...we try all outfits and we like it all....so how is it? hope to buy all but not enough money...hahahha....we try this...this...and this...then after trying, we watch cinema...yey...for a very long time i didnt watch movie...fuh...and for this one i watch the mummy...yesh...my favourite...after movie we go to nichii again to buy those outfits...hahaha...so the conclusion is we got o nichii all day...hahaha....very funny but happy.....i bought a dress and sunglass...can't wait to wear them...

Starbucks!

Tiramisu, at its best, with spongy ladies fingers and cream

today i eat @ starbucks with my sis n niece..nyum.nyum...so delicious....the tiramisu n choc ice blended...nyum...nyum...the tiramisu taste very sweet n nice n also the ice blended with the choc chip inside it...nyum..nyum...can't wait to try it again...and again....yey...