Hectic, Sad Day.....

3 x 3 = 9....the day my grandpa died....when my dad back...suddenly he told dat grandpa already passed away...no wonder i felt sumthin might happen but dunno wut...cz we already plan to go back on dis wiken...when i heard the news...dunno y i feel so sad on behalf of my dad...i feel sorry for him...cz we didnt go back almost 2-3months i think...i mcm dpt rskan ape yg mydad rase...dhla...dhlame xbalik pastu tetibe xsempat nk tgk utk kali terakhir...everitime i think bout dis..for sure...my tear will fall down.....dlu mase arwah tuk meninggal pun same gk xsempat...sian my dad....sbb dhla kiteorg jrg blk sane...kejap...i xbole nk typela...sbb i rs nk nanges...sedey xterkate....semoge roh aki dicucuri rahmat tuhan..al-fatihah~~~amin...xbole nk pk...but i look at my dad...he looks sad...i noe deep in his heart...i tumpang sedey utk die....n i pun sedey gk....sbb i kekurangan seorg atuk utk tgk i kawen....:(...i hrp wan i sempat tgk i kawen OR at least bakal suami i or steady bf...i sedey....i sedey....i terpk...kalola parents i xde lg...mesti i dh xde sape2 nk ngadu walaupun sebenarnyer i mmg xngadu ape2pun dgn parents i...tibe2 mase tu i rs mcm xde sape nk dgr rintihan i...ceh..poyo je..tp betul la...dlu mase arwah atuk kesayangan i meninggal pun i xde sape nk dgr...mmg naseb i kot...tp i redha...mayb tuhan nk balas perbuatan i yg jht dlu...rase kdg2 mcm xadil pun ade...sbb org slalu saketkan hati n mrh2 tanpa i sempat membalasnyer...tp kwn i penah ckp...bia la org buat jahat kt kite...irfan khairi pun ade ckp...kalo kite redha nnt tuhan bg ganjaran kt kite...i rase hati i skang ni dh mmg tersgt heartless dh...sori mayb sblom ni i krg perasaan tp skang ni i mmg dh xde perasaan...N I TAKKAN SHARE ANY SAD STORIES I DGN SAPE2 LAGIK.!!!...~~buat mase ni~~...bile i rs selesa nk share dgn sape2 pastu las2 i jgk yg kne balik....arghh...ni rase nk nk mrh ni...nk cekik org...eh okla2....xnkla cite psl ape2..nk ckp psl mase balik kg tu...

dahla jem gile...pastu mydad tensen....yela..die tensen kot...pastu dlm2 jem tu...i tgkla belah lua...yela..menikmati pemandangan katekan...pastu adela srg pakcik ni...die npk i ...tersengih plak...dhla berkumis...ces...ade hati tu...xseda dri...ko ingt ape...pastu aku jeling maut kt die...hamik ko..nk sgt kan...hahahah....kekekek

tibe2 rase nk suping....ngee..tahan elia...tahan...btw i mis sumone...